In my isolation since Earth C, I have been slowly reaching out and reconnecting to my timeline mates.
Believe me, I can relate.
That there is, though I suppose I'm purposely avoiding reconnecting with those I've hurt so harshly. I find it better for their sake.
That I can agree with, I think maybe there is an alternative idea that those who hurt can be exonerated through self forgiveness from those who witness.
Perhaps, though if I am being truthfully honest I don't forgive myself in this situation which does make things more difficult.
That can be understood. Self forgiveness is not a widely underlined or embraced practice. There is still a possibility, a goal. Not to mention, people tend to forget how difficult or messy it is to gaze inward and make sense of experience, actions and one's emotions.
Thank you for understanding, I appreciate being understood in the matter rather than being told other ways to just work around it as if I haven't been trying.
You are very welcome. To have solutions constantly given to you is aggravating. People tend to forget that answers or solutions can be empty promises or can neglect the truth of emotion and one's personal state within life. "It's easier said than done." should be a saying that needs to be more understood.
D0 y0u find earth c t0 be l0nely?
In my portion, yes. I personally opted for a secluded living area in collaboration with the others. I still carry my part of overseeing The Carapace Kingdom but from a distance. It's hard to form an overall opinion on a world I helped create. The streets near me are empty and quiet.