=oXO ''' so''' sometimes, since i came back from that place and probably even while i was there, i hear a voice in my head''' it keeps telling me to stay home and never leave again''' =oXO
:> Even more interesting. The world doesn’t often spe^k like th^t. Not in this universe. <:
=oXO i don,t know''' it,s just what it feels like to me' like it,s''' just'''' this place¿ =oXO
:> I believe you. Such things ^re possible. Unlikely, but possible. The world feels ^nd listens ^nd occ^sion^lly, responds in ^ w^y individu^ls c^n underst^nd. <:
=oXO awawa''' it,s what guided me to the way out when we were in that other place, but it,s so much louder now that i,m here and it,s less of a pull and more of a voice''' i,m honestly a little bit scared''' i think it''' stopped me from snapping out of the daze sooner' so that i couldn,t panic and leave''' =oXO
:> It’s underst^nd^ble to be frightened. But it sounds like it isn’t m^licious tow^rd you, ^t le^st. Not intention^lly, ^nyw^y. <:
=oXO yeah''' it just wants me to stay home where it,s safe but it doesn,t listen when i say there,s important things outside too'''' awawawa''''' =oXO
:> Likely it c^nnot underst^nd. It isn’t stupid, but it c^nnot comprehend the ^ff^irs of individu^l trolls very well, would be my guess. …I w^s once ^ force like th^t. Th^t is how I know. <:
:> It w^s not. Th^t w^s how I w^s for…^ long time. A very long time. Being like this is much more difficult, honestly. But still worth it. I chose to be who ^nd wh^t I ^m now. Well. In ^ sense I ^m still wh^t I w^s…but much ch^nged, much we^ker. However. It me^ns I c^n be ^ person ^nd h^ve friends like you. :) So it’s worth it. <:
=oXO =:) i,m happy that it makes you happy to be the way you chose to be¡ i like that you made yourself into yourself on purpose''' that,s really cool¡¡ =oXO