ππππ ππππππ’ πππππππ ππ:@discardedPasts Your first date together in person, and you were a fucking mess. Absolutely plastered drunkenly working up the courage for your date. Your brother of course ridicules you throwing away of comfort and solidarity more than anything. Your date finally shows and she is the most beautiful thing you have ever seen, throw out a thousand lifetimes a thousand different memories a thousand different worlds doesn't matter You want her to be yours forever. The night was a mess You confessed things you meant to keep secret, she of course listened comforting and even offered you so so much to do She offered to teach you She offered to love you She offered everything and more. Don't you miss her where is she what is she doing Has she forgotten about you Has she? πΌπππππ’ πππ
ππππ ππππππ’ πππππππ ππ:I miss her πΌπππππ’ πππ
ctrl+f:"im_still_here.docx","the_time_was_worthwhile.docx","you_know_better_than_anyone_nothing_is_ever_completely_forgotten.docx"
I want to see her again
ctrl+f:"im_sorry.docx","i_dont_know_if_you_can.docx","you_could_still_try.docx","but_if_you_cant_this_is_still_alright.docx"
Hold her and never let go
ctrl+f:"you_will.docx","even_if_its_the_parts_of_her_that_are_given_over_to_rest_in_the_past.docx","those_parts_of_her_are_held_by_you.docx","the_rest_will_come_to_you.docx","eventually.docx","and_maybe_its_possible_to_venture_beyond_that_too.csdf","but_nothing_more_has_been_lost_if_you_cant.docx"
Thank you.