qu1ck someone get a zahhak... doesnt matter wh1ch... some mag1cal sh*t happen1ng r1ght outs1de my dream bubble... https://cdn.1mgchest.com/f1les/ab910431b5a6.jpg
oh, nah bro, nah... You're good haha... just, uh... you're not actually the horuss from my t1mel1ne r1ght? 1 really don't want h1m to f1nd out about ch1ttr tbh...
8=D < I could not be sure. I do not fully comprehend the multi-versal nature of this site. But I would assume not. Is there particular reason you do not wish for him to find out about Chittr? If it is alright for me to pry.
yeah, probably not... my horuss would def1n1tely be all over me, haha... 1 just, l1ke, need a place to be away from h1m, y'know? L1ke, d*mn, even other horuss's on th1s webs1te are more fun to talk to than he 1s somet1mes... haha.......
8=D < Oh. I see. 8=D < Are you still in a relationship with him? Or perhaps I shouldn't say "still". You may have never entered a relationship with him, as I had done with my own Rufioh... 8=D < Rephrase. Are you currently, or have you ever been in a quad with him? I promise this question has relevance.
yeaaah }:/ 1 d1d enter a relat1onsh1p w1th h1m, and 1 am St1ll 1n a relat1onsh1p w1th h1m...
8=D < I'm unsure how much tact I ought to employ here. Hm... Perhaps I will simply be blunt about the matter, as I have some personal stake in it, both for your sake and his. 8=D < Break up with him. Do not let him convince you to stay. Do not let his tears change your mind. 8=D < I had gotten my pusher broken a long time ago. It was e%plosive. It hurt. My Rufioh began to hate me for matters I simply wasn't socially aware enough to be privy to, and it boiled over into a horrible fight that left the both of us wounded by the e%perience. 8=D < But I survived, and I believe my relationship with my own Rufioh is better for it. A bit awkward, yes, but... I am no longer feeling his growing resentment, and the desperation from my side to keep him close to me. 8=D < We are friends now, albeit not close ones. More than anything, however, we were able to grow and change more easily separate from one another. We are better for it, as individuals, even if I do still feel a sting when he and I struggle to find something to speak about. 8=D < I urge you to speak on your thoughts and feelings before they boil over, if you are feeling smothered by him. End the relationship before you build too much resentment. He will survive, and grow. 8=D < Of course, you do not need to listen to me. It is merely my opinion, based upon my own timeline's happenings. But please understand that I say it out of genuine care and concern for you, and my alternate.
.............. d*mn. that's... heavy sh1t. 1 mean... 1 gotta adm1t, you're r1ght on the money haha... ... yeah. 1t's been, uh. bad, lately... really bad... and 1'm l1ke... K1nd of afra1d that b1g blow up you're talk1n about 1s r1ght on the hor1zon... ... and uh... you're really happ1er w1thout me...? 1 mean, alternate me, at least...? ... you prom1se?
8=D < It was hard to accept, but yes, I do believe I am over-all happier without my Rufioh. It was good for me, albeit painful. I have benefitted from having the space to e%plore myself as an individual, instead of a unit.
... yeah, that makes sense... yeah. okay. yeah..... ...thanks for that, man. 1 really needed to hear that...
8=D < Of course. Apologies for springing all of it on you. Simply, I care. Deeply. Both about you, and about... hm. Myself? I suppose. 8=D < Good luck, regardless of what happens. Neigh. 8=)