✦ watching them be happy makes me feel like i am missing something in my life i am so proud of him dot dot dot for achieving something i could not
well. i think. i answered the right term question.
accidentally said too much.
✦ indeed i shall pretend i heard nothing
no clue what were talkin about. xennox you know i have no filter.
✦ i do not know you you are a mere stranger to me and i will keep it that way for the other Xennoxes comfort as he seems to be an insecure little fellow much like myself
no. im ruby. and uh. insecure. you said yourself theres no interest in me. i dont think theres reason to say such.
✦ sometimes that is not enough reassurance only goes so far when you are insecure from sweeps of mistreatment if he is anything like me which he unfortunately is he will always be insecure and nothing can stop those feelings
i relate. considerin. my last relationship results. and. i was insecure he would wanna leave me eventually. either for you know. that guy i mentioned or someone else. since in my fucked up head. im not enough or interestin enough for him or anyone to ever love me enough or truly love me. i dont doubt his feelings of course. i understand. considering how fucked up mentally i am.
✦ you poor thing dot dot dot you are much like him i see why you both work so well together two parts of the same whole bruised and broken but not incomplete or wrong
i mean. i understood and didnt.