@analyticalHemophiliac — #vent
|--[ i Am BAck. seems thAt i hAd fOrgOtten my pAsswOrd, And cOmmitments hAve Been keeping me AwAy frOm the internet. since then, there is Only One updAte regArding my ex-mAtesprit. it seems thAt the client we used tO frequent hAd sOme issues - nAmely thAt By lOOking up certAin keywOrds i cOuld still Access Our chAt histOry, even if they Are BlOcked And muted. BecAuse they were things i stAted. sO i spent the Better pArt Of twO weeks deleting Over 56 thOusAnd messAges. three sweeps Of histOry, deleted frOm my side. cAll me petty But i left A finAl messAge tO them. i'm dOne. nOw. BAck tO Our schedul...Read more
|--[ my ex-mAtesprit tAlked ABOut me, it seems. i fOund their pOst By Accident And it mentiOned me By nAme. i will Admit thAt things were BAd At the end Of Our relAtiOnship BecAuse Of me. But i did nOt intentiOnAlly cAuse Any grief priOr tO thAt - if it hAppened, it is sOmething i need tO wOrk On preventing. i dO nOt recAll ever trying tO gAslight Or dOwnplAy their feelings. they needed suppOrt And i Offered it. But thAt is nOt why i Am cOmplAining, chittr. nOt Only dO they deeply hAte me, But they hOpe thAt i lOse sOmeOne i cAre ABOut. thAt i feel grief And regret And suffer. dO they nOt recAll thAt i ...Read more
|--[ sOmetimes i think ABOut whAt used tO Be. whAt plAns we hAd, whAt the future cOuld hAve held. even thOugh i cAnnOt fOrgive yOu, i cAnnOt fOrgive myself either. i hOpe yOu Are well. #vent #vAguepOst ]-->