who .even cares. .i'll stop .using chittr because .it just waste my .energy .into nothingness. .i'll rot somewhere, where no .one will get me. .i'm .already crazy. .i started to see .in myself .as my .own moirail. .is this like... selfcest? .it was .all platonic with him but... .i fucking culled him. #gore .and #.incest because well .uhhh. .it was getting .into quadrant .and .uhhh. screw this. my .existence .is not worth .it. .i'm done. .i'll be no .one .and will be forever. .i'm too tired.
like what? .i mean .as .if, .i don't really know who .i want to be .in the first place. people said what to do .and .i did. .if boss said to clean, .i do clean. but .after multiple days .of talking to myself .i don't know .if .i want to be back. .i see myself .as .a freak .of nature. like, you may rarely see .a fellow jadeblood, just strolling .around .on streets. .i don't .even know how .i got .away for that much long. maybe people didn't see me. like .a ghost. .and .if so, they just .ignored me. .i don't think they see me .as .a person, rather .a tool .or .an .object. so why bother? sorry for the rant. .i may just shut .up
i.dont.have.the.answers.here,.im.sorry.... but.i.just,.hope.what.i.said.holds.somewhat.in.your.pan... mull.it.over it.is.not.a.decision.to.be.taken.rashly,.because.it.is.the.final.choice if.you.do.leave i.just.ask.you.do.not.forget.to.say.goodbye
to whom?
at.least.to.someone anyone
what's the point .of doing .it .if nobody cares?
a.goodbye.isnt.for.you,.if.you.make.that.goodbye,.you.are.already.gone its.for.everyone.you.never.knew.cared,.for.their.closure... a.selfish.request,.i.know,.but,.still
here. done. .i said goodbye.
then,.goodbye its.been.a.pleasure.to.be.your.friend
people .only cared when .i was dead. .and .even then, people mocked me while .i was dead.
im.sorry relationships.can.be.built.with.new.people there.are.always.new.people