Posnah Muulax
@anxiousTautology
he\him. have matesprit. no more. [ OOC information: https://beebbeebboob.ru/data/posnah/ ]
(( Another... semi-canon bullshit??? well it's canon, but not yet. https://hive.beebbeebboob.ru/posts/IMG_104N.png #cw-self-harm but no actual doings of it ))
.in this "sgrub" game, .is there .anything beyond planets system?
Yes, Horrorterrors mostly.
.uhhh .anything .else?...
checking.
hi posnah. you alright?
we left tunnel system couple hours .ago, nothing .interesting there. .i'm thinking .of what to do next. still no consorts, no dungeons... .or this was .an .actual dungeon. .i don't know. doing good but there .is silence from my team. .except .one who just replied .on my rant. .i'm still planning .on my wscape but .uhhh. .i don't .onow where .i can go besides my .own planet .and .others. .and .also those "kingdoms" .and... big blue white planet?
crap. .escape. my mistake.
.ant .another mistake. know. .i may handle .over palmhusk now, seems .i'm not .in .actually good state. thinking too much.
i have been wondering what happens if you were to just keep going outwards. beyond everything. is there a world limit? a barrier that keeps you in? or can you eventually find something else?
.other me here. you mean .outside this game planets system? .uhhh, further "derse". .if so, .i don't know.
sorry. other you? i may be a little not up to speed.
.i died .and then got "revived" .at .each "kingdom". .and by some bullcrap there .are now two .of .us.
.or .i'm doing something wrong .or .i'm stuck.
Are you alright?
.i'm good but feels .as .if my planet .is .empty, there .is nothing .interesting. .except .imps .and bigger strange .enemies. .and .also reading materials.
That does seem odd. Does the reading material bear any hints?
.uhhh, not really. but .i have ".exiles" who sent quite .a few materials for how to progress through game.
Excellent. If they have their wits about them, their advice should be very useful. Do take it with a grain of salt, though. They may be insistent on tasking you with some personal errands.
my mistake, forgot to point .out. ".exiles" .are my friends. sara .is my ".exile" .and there .is .also .aradym, but he .is ".exile" .of felyan, my server player.
maybe when .i'll get back, .i will get bunker hive. by the by, this .is second time .i'm "losing" hive. congratulations?
the tunnels .are wild, but feels .as .if they're .artificially made.
.at .one point he .is .annoying, but .in .another he .is bad .and the .other he .is most .understanding person .ever.
why dying .is part .of godtiering? why can't .it be normal? like, how .about completing some big quest .or just transformation .or something .else. this .is bullcrap.
I think it may have something to do with the merging of your two selves into one vessel.
smth about provin urself by makin the ultimate sacrifice or w/e sburbs packed w cosmic bs such as that
.uhhh... but can .it be without death stuff? like .in most fantasy books, where protagonists just turns .into super heroes. without dying.
.at .one point, .i may say that this game .is packed with .only cosmic bullcrap .and .only.
It just is, yeah. I think the game itself is cosmic bullcrap.
it’s a big deal, 7ou know? the death of the old self into the birth of the new. it’s a metaphor made real
.i died twice .already. not .only metaphor didn't work .on second death, but .on my first .i turned .into freak .of nature. yes, .an .ability to light .up .is cool, but being dependent .on blood .is not. should .i need to "pay" .anything more for this godtier stuff .or .i just... die .on some platform?
well 7ou gotta get to the top of the e(heladder first. it’s not something 7ou (an just beeline to the quest bed the se(ond 7ou get in the game and godtier immediatel7 kinda thing. whi(h denjea did so ma7be 7ou (an ignore that and just go over to the bed now and get it
.oh... ... .oh no. you saw that too... well .i'm still doing .echeladder grinding. .and "raiding dungeons"? well, .exploring my planet. thank you nyrita.
how does godtiering work?
Death, I elaborate further.
Die.
This isn't a command, it's an answer.
Won't* Fuck there goes my witty joke, but really you basically just die on your questbed, also you gotta have your dream self be alive pretty sure? It's been a while so my memory is hazy.
There's two ways, technically. There's a Quest bed and a Sacrificial Slab. The Quest Bed requires you to have your "other" selves still around. The dreamself, most commonly. The Sacrificial Slab is what you use if you have no other selves open for merging, or if your quest bed somehow gets destroyed. Both require you to be dying or recently dead.
.in next few nights we may become two freaks. .alright, he doesn't .appreciate word freaks. says, "crazy" .is better term. but that .is that .on my .own .opinion.
.i won't be surprised .if .i start hallucinating here. .at least .as he said so.
.i know .i may say horrific thing, but .it would be silly .if .i die .a third time. talking to myself .is... getting boring. you know .all .answers .on .all questions .and you have no topics besides discussing .of what you were doing. ".oh, .an hour .earlier .i was flying .and culling big .imps .and collecting grist crap" "that's cool, .i was looking more .into .alchemizing" "what did you find?" .and .it goes .on .and .on .and .on. we were like ".alright, we need to find something we can talk .about" but then we went .again .on rambling .about .our past, .our problems, .our life, .our previous hive, .our secret, .our .exes, .our stuff, .our job .and many, many more. .it cycles .and .in .one point we will stop talking to .each .other .and just work .and work .on this planet. .i haven't met .any "consorts" .as .i read more through backlogs. none .on my planet. .or .if they don't .exist .or they .are hiding. .i do spot some... tunnels? .as .if this stupid planet now has .underground system. .i'm still thinking .about .others. there .are still denjea, rokket .and felyan with me. .i .uhhh, haven't talked much with them so .i don't really know them well. .i know denjea .is .all looking future person .and rokket .is sweet. don't give him .any drinks. .and felyan... .i don't know, they .are my server player .and .i .only know that they .are .aradym matesprit. .i want to strangle that host session now, because .it seems there .is no .escape from session. #rant #rambling #sessiongame #.iwanttocullthathost
that’s alwa7s a hurdle when 7ou take (ontrol of a session like this - when it gets bad, and it will get bad, people asso(iate 7our ver7 pun(hable fa(e with it
.i'm not .even .in control .of this session. not .a crap "host session" .or .a leader .of this group. .i don't .even know half .of the people .in my session, not to say the closest .ones. .i'm like, some random person who got sucked .into this game with curree. .i'm glad he's .alright, but what .about me? the .only motivation .i have .is... my will to live .and my matesprit profor. .i remember what .i said that .i have nothing to lose .and this session shows .it .in full glory. just .another troll with no duties, no purposes.
that was a general 7ou, i know 7ou’re not the one who (aused all this. and, well. 7ou sa7 7ou don’t know the people in 7our session. ma7be that’s a goal to work towards. 7ou’re all in this together, and 7ou’ll need to work together to su((eed, 7ou know? i know things haven’t been going quite towards (ooperation based off of what (urree said, but there’s still runwa7 for that. there’s still a wa7 7ou (an all get out b7 going through
nyrita. some .of them mocked me. while .i was dead. curree was too kind .on his words.
i’m not tr7ing to sa7 that the7’re not awful people for that, but this is just straight up not a situation where ostra(izing them for their asshole behaviors is going to be workable. this is a survival s(enario above all else. gotta work with them, even if 7ou don’t forgive them
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.i... .i need to talk to myself .about this .one. .i'll think .about .it. still, feels .awful. thank you nyrita.
.i... thank you .aradym. .i may cry for now. .i just want to go back now. but .i will try my best to keep going. we will.
and 7ou’re valid for feeling awful, absolutel7. ma7be the fullness of working together involves them realizing how shitt7 the7 are, after 7ou ki(k their asses. who knows! but thinking about it is all i (an reall7 ask
.i dare you to pity this chitt.
i double dare you to eat a nice sweet treat. seeing as you deserve it.
... you made me cry there. that's nice words there. thank you. sincerely.
you're very welcome posnah. we love you and we will always be here for you.
well that "host session" .is mad .after curree. no .interference with session from .outside .and "difficulty .is .upped". .uhhh, nevertheless. .i got new guns .and .already testing them .out .on bigger .enemies. works great. same .as myself.
.i miss mystery.
(( double rechitt cause both are so gorgeous. https://chittr.ing/profile/anxiousTautology/eb8d9f6b-3ee5-4b68-b9e8-df42dcdf459b https://chittr.ing/profile/anxiousTautology/0de8bd7d-5d3e-4845-a2b3-3c5cbea7ec70 Oki ima run now byeeeeeeeee ))
fantastic. .i'm .actual pity material there. can you chill?
.also we suggested to play roles to keep .ourselves .entertained, because this team sucks. .exception to curree, rokket, denjea .and some .other. .i feel bad for them. roles .are drama .and comedy. but we won't stick to them for the whole scene. .it's mostly to .acting .and roleplaying. maybe .other roles, but who knows.
my planet .is just thorns! .and .only. well .except that there .are whispers .in this woods. .i tried to listen to them but .uhhh... they remind me .of my friends for some reason. creepy magic.
.alright .i talked with .other me .and we .agreed to duel. not right now, but when the time comes .and we'll need to decide .each .other fate. for now, doing .our best to grind .and... grind? this game .is most plain, boring, bad, .awful, stupid, lethal, horrific .one.
what never changes .is people still chitting .anything .unimaginable .or dumb. yet some chitts .are good .and some chitts .are sad.