@apatheticHolidays — #rant
Gog ! LOVE !t when my th!nkpan has to go... "Alr!ght buster!!! You've been feel!ng a l!ttle to good and stabled today!!! BOOM anx!ety and dread beam attack!!" And !t's l!ke..WHAT??? what the fuck? #Rant #vent
Now w!th that all be!ng sa!d and done...comes the actual hard part of !nteract!ng w!th trolls w!thout A: Be!ng a nervous mess B: W!thout be!ng a jackass cause ! know somet!mes ! can come across as a b!t of an asshole and C: W!thout gett!ng to attached or to uhm...well let's say "fr!endly" although ! know SOME trolls don't m!nd that ! do and !t's a bad mechan!sm that ! use to keep trolls around #Suggest!ve #Rant #Sl!ght-anx!ety #ButFuck!tWeBall
Also th!s !s ma!nly a rem!nder to myself- Dear future noelle fuck!n !nteract w!th more trolls and try to bu!ld fr!endsh!ps g!rl cause we both know there's at least a couple trolls that always react to your posts and comment that clearly means they wanna be your fr!end to some capac!ty!!! Also ! know t!mes are gonna get tough but !t's okay to feel and !t's okay to seek out other trolls for help and comfort ser!ously stop w!th th!s self !solat!on crap g!rl!!! !t's not good for us, much love- past noelle. #rant #Amessageformyself #FeelFreeTo!gnore #Try!ngToStayPos!t!ve
Also gog...somet!mes ! feel so self!sh about be!ng sad and sh!t cause ! know some trolls have !t rough out there...and my l!fe has been easy and cozy, espec!ally g!ven my l!fe as a gold blood of all castes!!! How many gold bloods do you know hav!ng a n!ce and cozy l!fe? Not many ! bet!!! But yet here ! am cry!ng over s!lly sh!t and car!ng to much about sh!t that won't matter when one sweep !'ll be gone, all my loved ones w!ll be gone, anyth!ng and everyth!ng ! care about w!ll be gone and ! just ugh the thought eats away at me every n!ght and ! can't stand !t... #rant #vent #SadStonerG!rlWednesday
Gotta love !t when some creep trys to p!tch ba!t me on the actually very ser!ous post on why ! WOULDNT be a good p!tch mate, l!ke ser!ously what the fuck !s wrong w!th you??? #D!rectPost!ng #Rant
Gog some trolls really act l!ke you are fool!sh and na!ve enough to ever "Talk to them" about your problems snrk!!! Yeah as !f. #Rant #Really? #Getachance
As a beaut!ful troll put !t ever so bluntly...yes ! do need a mo!ra!l!!!! But gog that !sn't as easy at !t seems and !t's so fuck!ng scary espec!ally when you are !n a constant state of parano!a and fear of grow!ng to attached to any other troll and end!ng up hurt aga!n for the 10th sweep !n a row also the fear and parano!a of sa!d troll only pretend!ng to p!ty you only to stab you !n the back later and use every s!ngle th!ng you sa!d to them as a weapon...well th!s has been my trolltalk!!! #rant #vent #!msuchamess #parano!a #gog!wannado!tsobadly
F!nally got a l!ttle buzz go!ng...and maybe !t !s the buzz talk!ng or a the emot!ons or a m!x of both or someth!ng but...maybe, my problem !s ! care to much and ! yearn to much? L!ke...gog !'ll be honest ! wanna be the passaround serv!ce sw!tch so badly and l!ke...make trolls feel good and happy cause !'m a troll pleaser but yet !'m so worr!ed and anx!ous about grow!ng to attached and just..end!ng up hurt aga!n, ughhhh fuck my stup!d chud l!fe #NSFW #yearn!ng #rant #vent #gog!mamess
! wonder how !t feels l!ke to know what exactly a troll wants out of the!r quadrants...cause well ch!ttr.com !'ll be real!!! ! don't know what ! want half of the t!me...somet!mes ! wanna be held and comforted...somet!mes ! wanna get !nto a game of bloody knuckles w!th a troll t!ll we both are bleed!ng from our knuckles....somet!mes ! wanna pa!l...but all the t!me ! yearn for one of those th!ngs or someth!ng... ! dunno s!gh ! w!sh ! was a neurotyp!cal troll at t!mes!!! #Yearn!ng #nsfw #v!olence #Rant?? #vent??? #Quadrant-talk-k!nda
FUCK FUCK FUCK gotta love how some trolls just has to make everyth!ng compl!cated and d!ff!cult!!! Fuck!ng ughhh #vague-post!ng #rant #vent #downward-sp!ral
Gog ! just LOVE when ! wanna go outs!de to calm down and try to get away from the no!se only for my lusus to follow and bother me!!!!!!!! ! ended up yell!ng at her and lock!ng myself !n my room can today just get any better!!! #rant #vent #sp!ral!ng