@apatheticHolidays — #venting
Got a l!ttle buzz go!ng and !ts got me th!nk!ng just how much of a mess ! am, and yet there's trolls that tell me !t's okay to be a mess and that !'m not alone, and ! wanna bel!eve them, ! really do ! wanna bel!eve ! am not alone but...! always feels l!ke ! am and !f not !'m the last cho!ce for any troll...and ! just...why can't ! be some trolls f!rst cho!ce? Why can't a troll just walk up to me and just...! dunno, hug me ! guess? But yet on the other hand !'m so fuck!ng parano!d and traumat!zed from past trolls that ! would probably just...freeze up or run away or hurt them, gog !'m such a screw up and a...Read more
Ughhh !'m try!ng to !mprove my mood and be wh!ms!cal and happy but every 2 to 3 m!nutes ! hear my stup!d lusus mak!ng some no!se and !t's l!ke UGHHH be qu!et for once!!!!! #rant!ng #vent!ng