@broStrider — #substance
6am. jusft got home. wrs oit all night . tired #substance
need to get drunker. #substance
fireworks cancelled its pouring fucking rain. gonna go inside and get drunk anyway though. happy 4th of july. #substance
i dont actually give a shit about 4th of july but sometimes i show up at peoples parties and pretend i belong there to get free drinks. #substance
didnt end up drinking earlier. self restraint. #substance
my evening is goin dreadfully so far. tempted now more than ever. #substance
dave mah have been righd about the drinking becomisng a problem. never syaing that to his face thoigh. #substance
fuckinf reaxct to it anm dont say anything. yeah. okkkkk. #substance
drnk. misshim. in a normal wai this time iguess since hes not like dead anymofe. #substance
havent eaten much lately. that and the drinking havent done well for the fact that im already unable to stand up most days. have been bedridden lately. #substance
its really hitting. the misery, not the booze. still waitin on the booze. #substance
willfully ignorin that shit. gonna get fucked up. #substance
drank enoughd gor the chest pain to not be releavnt caise im too busy trying not to either pass otu or puke or both. 10/10 doctors would recommend. #substance
gonna get drunker. this is not doing enough. #substance
experiencing levels of physical pain that im not equipped to deal with sober. #substance
dya rhink if i show up at his front door uninvited hed let me in even though im drunk cause he feels bad fro me or whatever. lmao. #substance
helloo. #substance https://open.spotify.com/track/72iJsJMdTGjshAZdNJbSKU?si=bxvF_GgPRDuLNuwlSAaInw
ican tell when im relaly drunk cause i actually strart thinking fondly of him. #substance
claiforna gurls is a great song.i am also a california gurl. spiritually. because phusically im a grown ass man in texas. this shit is hitting can yiu tell. #substance
thank you pitbull for everything youvr ever done i love you mr worldwide. #substance i am nottttttt fucking sobr.
my favorite part about being disabled is feeling like im drunk while being fully sober. i cant process anything right now and im wobbling around and im barely fucking conscious except its not fun this time. #substance
stopped by his place to hang out since its fathers day or whatever. intended to just have a drink together and then go home. somehow we ended up just laying on his couch and i fell asleep on him for a few hours and now its 1:30am and im just kinda sitting in his living room. and hes still asleep. like. do i go home or do i just go back to sleep or what. #substance ?
good. https://open.spotify.com/track/1BPrb82sw4NISXgRfdBFRS?si=lj3_XpIQQne0MuXEzkOkKw #substance applies here i think.
woke up with the worst fuckin hangover a guy could possibly get and a heart rate in the 120s. anyway happy fathers day to me because in terms of being a kickass guardian i am basically the best it fuckin gets lmao. #substance
hve a dude over rn for drinks. told him iwas just using the bathroom quick. so wasted that i forgot ihad told him that and then admitted to him via privafe messaging that i was currently jerking off. i am a fucking geniusd. #nsfw #substance
beign disabled scks in general bbut also jerking off witha heart condition is a fcuking nightmar.e. 130bpm nd dizzy because god forbid a guy hve fun. #nsfw also #substance i vuess.
so many peopld trying to harm me lately. truly cant imagine waht ive ever done to deserve ths. #substance
dizzy. dont feel good. fhis is going great. #substance
i find myself pity drinking msot nights lately. man. gotta get my shit together. #substance
drinking. again. #substance
good morning. hangover. head is killing me. i dont even remember falling asleep. #substance
moment i get intobed i get a phone clal askinf if im in the mood for company. which basically means hes already on the way. i am drunk and nauseous adn fucking exhausted ans now theres gonna be a dude just hanging out in my room. cant gvet a break. #substance
iam so goddamn tired nvm. not fun anyrmore. #substance
had moref fun than i thought i wuold. nighr out wsnt bad. free drinks. #substance
dont do social gatherings often. fuckin hate dressing up. friends payin for drinks though. free alcohol is the only reason im still goin at this point. #substance
cant hardly walk alreadh. alcohol doesnt help. didnt think this through. stunbling around like a fucking moron. lol. #substance
unfortjnately ive spent my afternoon and evening being gay as hell. unfortunately this will continur into the night but now i can blame it on the alcohol. #substance
smtimes when i drink icopy paste the substnce tag so idont have to keep typing if. i am a fucking genius basiclly. #substance
drnking. enjofy. #substance https://open.spotify.com/track/4y1LsJpmMti1PfRQV9AWWe?si=e5f86d46ce8a424b
getting drunk. that will either help or hurt the chest pains. we shall see. #substance
zen potg while drunk off my ass last night. because i am just that fucking good. #substance
heart rates back down the usual range. fucking it up again via alcoholic beverage to celebrate. have a great night. #substance
cold leftovers and smirnoff red white and berry. #substance
getting fucked up. happy wednesday. #substance