Part of me wonders if I really believed a normal civilian life was ever gonna happen for me. It was wishful thinking but more and more it looks like I'll be playing the game long before I get to settle down. Can't even say I'm sad. It'll give me time to figure out what I want my life to be like when it's finally over.
Does lead me to wonder a few things. I know quite a lot now about the game but I know the wrong things. I understand several of the mechanics and have seen them first hand, understand the consequences and exceptions and the capability for things to go wrong. I know what I should be on the lookout for and how to play. However, I don't know where I can get the game, whether it will be sburb, sgrub, or some other third thing, nor have I received it through some fashion. I do not know who I would be playing with, nor the class or moon I am. I don't think I'm playing solo, so that leaves out muse and lord. I don't know where I'll be playing this either, and don't really want to damn a habitable world to do it. May see about being taken to a planet without an atmosphere and play in an EVA suit until I cross the threshold in time.
sgrub is the troll version, so unless 7ou’re pla7ing with more trolls than humans, it’s gonna be sburb. and it has a wa7 of showing up. someone fu(kin’ mailed it to me when i got it. m7 guess is on thief, too. grain of salt, though