
I do not currently have a Matesprit however I did at one point and I want to talk about her again. If you have your hate comments just leave them and move on I understand and you all are justified as most likely the more intelligent people on this site for doing so. But I genuinely need to talk about how we used to be, it was healthy. She helped me stay grounded, I only drank every so often on occasions. Which is probably sad that I cannot self regulate without her but still. I loved the way she felt, even when her fangs bore into me they were so soft and gentle. Even when we were apart I couldn't stop thinking about being in her arms again. I loved her smile, the sharp fangs in her mouth the genuine happiness she had and the way she was always so genuine. Her way with words was truly divine, I could talk to her for ages without stopping. Why did I have to cheat on her. What the fuck is wrong with me. #Matespritmonday #suggestive (?)

