
why can't i stop thinking of her i don't want to think of last night or her at all ever again

i don't deserve it

irrelevant! there’s no higher power judging what 7ou do or don’t deserve

i am just myself, bit anyone else

and 7ou (an make that someone 7ou like to be

neither one of us will ever except that

wh7 not?

that is for me to know and you to ponder

i mean i alread7 have a guess. assuming 7ou do know it, of (ourse

guess away as if i'd confirm it

hm. well. 7ou’ve (lung onto 7our pain for so long. what else do 7ou have, 7ou’re thinking. what else is there? if 7ou let it go, what else would be there of 7ou? and 7our hate (omes from love, even if 7ou don’t want to admit it. if 7ou let go of the hate, do 7ou lose the love, too? do 7ou forgive what was done to 7ou, or worse, lose it all? suffering like this for as long as 7ou have is safe. familiar. eas7. so 7ou sta7.