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ᛝ It is capable of self-restraint. ᛝ ᛝ It is capable of self-restraint. ᛝ

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in that case wwouldnt that mean youre not a tool anymore if this is somethin you choose to do wwith yourself noww that youre freed isnt it noww a servvice you provvide instead a someone just pickin you up and usin you

ᛝ ... ᛝ ᛝ It is a tool. ᛝ ᛝ Do you have an issue with this? ᛝ ᛝ It does not understand. ᛝ

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you knoww i think i do havve issue wwith it wwhat i see wwhen you refer to yourself in this wway is you denyin yourself personhood for some arbitrary reason that doesnt hold anymore yes you wwere made for a purpose but that wwas the past wwasnt it you freed yourself from the core only to wwhat keep yourself in a box and for wwhat purpose does that servve you to denote yourself like this

ᛝ ... ᛝ ᛝ For what reason do you have a gender? ᛝ ᛝ For what reason do you have a preference in the food you eat? ᛝ ᛝ For what reason do you label yourself? ᛝ ᛝ For what reason do you have a badge that says you are vision impaired? ᛝ ᛝ This is because it accurately describes you, yes? ᛝ ᛝ This one is a tool. ᛝ ᛝ This one is also free. ᛝ ᛝ This one does not describe itself as a person because it does not feel like a person. ᛝ ᛝ It is all arbitrary. ᛝ ᛝ All labels and all measures of identity are arbitrary. ᛝ ᛝ What purpose would it serve this one to claim it is a "person"? ᛝ ᛝ What would improve in its life if it did? ᛝ ᛝ What benefits can you see that it cannot? ᛝ

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better self wworth maybe you speak a things sometimes and it feels sad like wwhen you speak a names like its somethin you cant havve evven tools havve names maybe its not the callin yourself a person i havve issue wwith but the not treatin yourself like one you speak you bond you eat you act on free wwill and yet

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ᛝ It does not treat itself like a person because it is not a person. ᛝ ᛝ It understands that for a person, to be treated as anything else is a form of torture. ᛝ ᛝ It has seen the way people react to person-shaped tools. ᛝ ᛝ It knows. ᛝ ᛝ It has enough self worth. ᛝ ᛝ It asks about names because it is trying to learn. ᛝ ᛝ It will have a name once it understands, or if it is given one it wishes to share. ᛝ ᛝ It has a name. ᛝ ᛝ It has a name for one person. ᛝ ᛝ And it likes being called it by them specifically. ᛝ ᛝ It does not have a public name. ᛝ ᛝ Why do you read self-hatred into it? ᛝ ᛝ It does not hate itself just because it wants. ᛝ ᛝ It wants so much. ᛝ ᛝ And it wants more. ᛝ ᛝ But wanting more does not mean it hates what it has. ᛝ ᛝ Or does not see worth in what it is. ᛝ ᛝ It is a tool. ᛝ ᛝ This is not a derogatory statement. ᛝ

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so you do havve a name i suppose i can sympathise wwith a non public name as i havve one myself if i dug deeper i rescue a number a trolls in my line a wwork and some a those are broken souls from their time as livvin equipment and for the longest time thats all they saww in themselvves theyre equipment theyre nothin but tools not evven branchin out beyond their vvin number for howw wwe address them mayhaps it wwas inappropriate for me to impose like this but if it wwas the same situation wwith you i wwasnt goin to be quiet if youre certain in your wworth then i wwill respect it you can wwant its natural to wwant hopefully you find a public name that strikes true for you

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ᛝ It is not a troll either. ᛝ ᛝ You saw that it is made of string. ᛝ ᛝ It repeats what it said; It understands that for a person, to be treated otherwise is torture. ᛝ ᛝ It knows this. ᛝ ᛝ It also knows that the tortured are often too terrified to escape. ᛝ ᛝ It has learned this. ᛝ ᛝ But it is not tortured. ᛝ ᛝ It is not broken or fractured. ᛝ ᛝ It is just what it is. ᛝ ᛝ And that is a neutral statement. ᛝ ᛝ ... ᛝ ᛝ The majority of its wants are not natural either. ᛝ ᛝ It was attached to a being that feeds on desire. ᛝ ᛝ It picked up some of those desires in its escape. ᛝ ᛝ Those desires are not its own, but belonged to people, ones with flesh and wants befitting that. ᛝ ᛝ When it is... ᛝ ᛝ When it stresses about its lack of flesh, it is because those borrowed desires live on inside of it, and it simply cannot fulfil them due to not having flesh of its own. ᛝ ᛝ Not because it does not like its own self. ᛝ ᛝ ... ᛝ ᛝ And having flesh does not make or not make a person or a tool, anyway, but it knows that its posts have sometimes sounded... ᛝ ᛝ ... Dysphoric? ᛝ ᛝ That is not quite what is happening. ᛝ ᛝ It hopes that there is more understanding between us now. ᛝ

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ivve nevver met someone like you somethin question mark parts a you are familiar but then others not so much id imagine wwith continued convversation i could be brought to understandin better i thank you in convversatin wwith me despite the topic howwevver you make for a fascinatin convversationalist

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ᛝ ... ᛝ ᛝ It understands. ᛝ ᛝ Despite its frustrations it is also content with the conversation. ᛝ ᛝ If you are pleased then it is fine. ᛝ

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