ππππ ππππππ’ πππππππ ππ: The Shadow She Left Behind. this Would Be Attempt Number Thirty Seven. thirty Six Failures. Thirty Six Flights Through Space Trying To Reach Something That Seemed To Create More Distance The Closer You Got, Like It Was Scared. Like It Did Not Want To Be Caught. you Took John With You This Time. Dave Already Gave Up. every Trip Would Take A Little Longer Than The Last. The First Took One Night Before You Called It And Returned. The Second Took Three Weeks. The Thirty Sixth Took A Year. You Left Earth C A Year And A Half Ago Now. this Universe Is Yours. You Created It. You Should Be Able To Find Anything In It, But The Green Sun Eludes You Still. You And John Fly Towards And It Seems Like You Will Fly Towards It Forever, Because You Never Get Closer. you Wonder Why She Doesn't Want To See You. you Wonder If Her Sacrifice Was About More Than Saving You All. you Wonder If attempt Number Eighty Five. you Are Alone. your Head Is Pounding, And You Have Already you Didn't Die Out Here you Died Out Here you Struggle To Make Out What Is And What Is Not. it Has Only Been A Week Since You Left, But You Already Have To Return. Every Trip Takes Less And Less Time. there Is An Infinite Light Stretching Through The Expanse Of Space, And It Is Overpowering Your Own. Your Body Is Struggling To Compete With It. It Makes Your Head Feel Like It Is Splitting In Two, But It Makes Your Powers Feel More Potent Than Ever. attempt Number Eighty Nine Was The Last One. you No Longer Have The Energy. The Light Is Snuffing Out Your Own And You Are Forgetting Every Attempt. You Are Forgetting How To Fly. You Are Forgetting Her Face. by The Time You Collapse On Your Couch, You Have Forgotten Ever Trying To Find Her At All. . . . i Don't Know What To Say Of This. πΌπππππ’ πππ