
ugh. cant believe im saying this shit. but it just feels a little odd how the versions of my mom are way more of a mom to me than she ever was. this goes for both rose and jade. <;B

well. i couldnt socialize. eat normal food. and shit like that. also! jade never told me rose was my mom. and they both ended up neglecting me so yeah. reeal fucked up. <:B

oh she also fuckin named me yiffany. which is a fucked up ass name. >:B
what the fuck. what the actual fuck. like, why???

the isolation part or the name? isolation i have zero fucking clue. she just said i was genetically only hers. treated me like a dog n shit.
please tell me you got free. or i may need to do some reality breaking.

sort of. still had to go through a similar shit with jane. but im pretty much free now.
if you weren't a person talking to me, i would say this all sounds like a bad joke. you've probably heard something like that before, huh?

never did but. maybe even some of my alternatives have it far worse. i dont really care much.
i've been dealing with this alternate business for a long time, but it's definitely getting messy.

you get used to it entirely. i think? most of the jades didnt even know they were my mom.