@euclydianNonspace — #vent
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ I want affection but the person I want affection from is dead and the person I do NOT want affection from is the person who will be forced to give me affection if I ask for it. █ ... █ Ugh. █ I'll put up with it. █ #vent .
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ My tech has fucked off somewhere again. █ I'd ask where they're going but I know what they're actually just doing is giving themselves an alibi and making it Ser Droste's job to feed me today. █ So they can pretend they aren't not eating. █ I know they're not fucking eating and I know they can't stand the thought of eating her𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑〈 154 𝐔𝐀 〉 █ ... █ ....... █ Ugh... █ Should I like... █ Snitch...? █ I was hoping Cass could resolve the issue, but clearly that didn't work. █ So... █ Oh, but I really don't want to get them in actual trouble, I just wish someone w...Read more
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈SER_DROSTE〉"Hi Nonagn. Are you alright?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_UNIT〉"Why wouldn't I be, Ser?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈SER_DROSTE〉"Rah rah. Dodging answering? Cheeky. That's alright. I saw Anxryn escaping to their dorm. What happened?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_UNIT〉"... This unit stated that they were worried for their health in a way which could be perceived as manipulative. I will accept any punishment given." 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈SER_DROSTE〉"I'm not here to punish you, Nonagn. I'm here in my capaci...Read more
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ ... Technically it doesn't break protocol to leave me alone with Cass. █ But I think neither me nor him are comfortable right now. █ ... █ I have no problems with him, I just... █ I should've timed things better. █ Ugh...
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_UNIT〉"...Anxryn, can I say something?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈HELMSTECH〉"You usually just say shit anyway. What do you want?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_UNIT〉"I'm worried about you. You don't look healthy." 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈HELMSTECH〉"Bitch? Are you calling me ugly?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_UNIT〉"... Please don't deflect. You know exactly what I mean. I'm genuinely concerned for your health." 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈HELMSTECH〉"Sure you are. If I die, you die. Don't worry, I'm not going...Read more
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ I will just... █ Try not to think about it. █ I am worried about them, though. █ Not sure who to tell. █ Not sure if telling someone would help at all. █ They're hardly the only person on the ship still not coping well with it. █ ... But I don't want them to starve. █ ... █ This unit is at least glad to have somewhere she can put all these worries.
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ Ah... █ Its that time again, huh. █ I don't want to eat it. █ And I know the helmstech has been giving me most of their portion too. █ They're getting thinner. █ It stresses me the fuck out. █ I don't get a choice in the matter. █ ... And I don't like that they're choosing to starve themself. █ I... █ ... I don't think I can cope with losing them too. █ Either emotionally or physically, they're the only one who knows how to repair me if something breaks.
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ It is a little funny to think that at one point in my life the thing I was most worried about was a woman in a velvet hoodie calling me what are, in the grand scheme of things, pretty minor insults. █ And now I'm out here. █ Aimless in space. █ Disconnected from everything. █ Eating a soldier who assaulted me. █ Hooray [SARCASM]. █ ... █ I want to go home.
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ Bored again now. █ Nobody ever tells you this, but drifting aimlessly in space slowly running low on food and having to be super conscious of water and desperately hoping the growroom can be expanded enough to feed everyone and having to eat the corpses of those who already died just so there's enough for everyone to stay healthy while we wait for the plants to grow and being worried that any minute someone will snap and decide to try and kill me and blow up the ship to end their suffering and take us all down with them again... █ Its boring. █ Its boooooring. [NOW PLAYING: ...Read more
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ The soldier is asking me if I need anything done. █ This unit is perfectly fine and would rather not be touched right now by the temporary-untrained-caretaker, thank you very muc𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑〈 154 𝐔𝐀 〉 █ ... This unit is fine. 𝐃𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐓_𝐐𝐔𝐎𝐓𝐄〈UNTRAINED_"CARETAKER"〉"You just seem really distracted. Figured you needed something." █ Is this guy stupid? He literally heard fr𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑〈 154 𝐔𝐀 〉 █ The soldier has been informed that this unit is accessing a website and thus will be busy █ This is why I hated the idea of having an untrained soldier take Lycosi's place. ...Read more