anon asked: what was the first thing you remember crying about after getting trans? i don't know what your whole endocrine situation is like, what with the shifting, but my first estrogen cry was kind of a religious experience. my cat was sick and about to be put down, and i just... cried. i hadn't done much crying before, but i was a few months on E at that point and it felt like the floodgates were completely gone. the next thing i cried about was my roommate yelling at me for clogging the toilet. yeah, i actually have no idea HOW the swapping has changed my emotionality. but, um. i have been crying a lot more since i figured it out. in a good way, i think!!! also, i'll keep the truth bit up i guess! next one has to be full honest again.