anon asked: "what was the first thing you remember crying about after getting trans!!! this time you have to answer!!!!!!!!!!" oh! fucking duh i didn't actually answer it. i got sidetracked with the definition of what i was doing. anyways it was dad. anon asked: "other than talk online what do you do in your day to day? kinda been left with a big ass fortune and nothing to do" buddy if you have infinite resources you need to one: pick up one or a few hobbies, preferably a craft you can do physically like cooking, woodworking, textiles, drawn art, sculpting- any kind of physical craft. writing is also really good. sports and games also work! two: get involved in your local community. volunteer, even if it is just one day out of the week. you have so much time the structure of doing something good without worrying about your well being is IMMENSELY good for ya. anon asked: "Do you believe that it is possible for anyone to change? To become more than what they are designed to be?" oh yeah. 100%. that's super easy actually. people are always changing in little ways, sure, there are traits that FEEL immutable, but everything is both reinforced and reshaped by experience. this is why it's important to just, keep trying new stuff. don't let your brain get static for too long. gosh we're getting a bit serious! not that i mind.