ohh she does not like me at all
i guess you can think that if you want!! but i have people that care about me and they don't mind the mess
but what are we if not a mess? why does everyone look over that?
we're a person with emotions like everyone else, jade! being a mess is part of being human. no one is going to hate us for that
they really should, at least hate the vast majority of us maybe if they focus on the positive though i can see them getting distracted enough
even though.. sometimes i dont think i deserve it, we do. we deserve to be happy!! i think we can be loved despite all the bad things, or even because of it!! isnt it exhausting doing this? when you could put your energy into something else?
sure i'll cave, part of us does deserve that happiness but you get nowhere in life with that. honestly! i've gotten so much father on my own i just don't understand why you don't just cut everything down even if i could put it elsewhere i don't see why :p
i.. admittedly i have thought about it. i mean, being grimbark is still part of me, that hasnt gone away. i dont think it ever will but i dont want to hurt anyone to get what i want! it hasnt been easy, but its not wrong to ask for help if you need it. if you feel alone its okay to reach out to others
im not grimbark but she's begrudgingly apart of me, all that unjustified confidence had to be mellowed out by someone. i've gotten this far without help? i don't see why i should start now
just think about it! i wont force you to do anything but i dunno!! sometimes its nice to know the option is there
i don't get why you're so nice, especially to someone who wants to drive a bullet in your head but whatever guess it is