i suppose she is right...i ✦m re✦lizing very quickly th✦t...i do not know how to c✦rry myself in ✦ pl✦ce i ✦m unknown i h✦ve ✦lw✦ys been seen. ✦lw✦ys been known, often deeper th✦n i h✦ve been permitted to know myself. to need to expl✦in who i ✦m...to ✦ttempt to do so without expl✦ining my life? my divinity...it is uncomfort✦ble to me. ✦ good sort of uncomfort✦ble, surely. ✦ growing p✦in. who ✦m i...without ✦ story? ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡⋆
Just a person, I reckon.
.) Qh, well, whQ dQ yQu want tQ be? If yQu dQn’t have a stQry nQw, it might be a gQQd QppQrtunity tQ, like, try sQmething new, and make yQur Qwn stQry! ))
it is...less ✦ l✦ck of one. ✦nd more-so...th✦t i ✦m ✦ttempting to exist here without it. trying to convince myself...th✦t it is ✦lright if i ✦m simply...✦ f✦ce in the crowd. but...if i restr✦in myself from spe✦king on cert✦in topics...i find now th✦t i h✦ve very little to s✦y ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡⋆
.) Qh, I get what yQu mean! But, yeah! NQthing wrQng with being just a face in the crQwd at all! Like, it can be tQtally mQre chill when, like, yQu dQn’t feel like peQple are watching, and yQu can just be yQurself, withQut, like, wQrrying abQut hQw yQu’re being perceived! )) .) And, well! SQmetimes yQu dQn’t need tQ have anything tQ say, and, like, just listening tQ Qthers and asking questiQns can be fun! I’ve learnt, like, heaps that way (^_^) ))
Mm. It will feel easier in time. It's good your friends brought you here, I think.
(˶´ ˘ `˶) you ✦re ✦ very wise soul. th✦nk you ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡⋆
.) Aww, thanks!! (˶ˆᗜˆ˵) ))