
The wonders of both wanting to be alone because you are in sever pain and wanting someone to, at the bare minimum, be in the room with you...maybe holding your hand while they reassure you.

I'm in too much pain to argue or argee with whatver you said.

shame, i was starting to enjoy our banter

What was I going to say? You're right? I hate myself there for yes I don't derserve any comfort but I am experiecing such horrendous levels of pain right now that my ability to give a shit is practically non existant? ██████ I don't know what happened to you and I'm sorry for whatever it was but I can not deal with this right now.

you're acting like you are the one going through more pain on a daily basis than i i just do a better job of hiding it as much as i loathe each version of you you are hardly the version of yourself that has suffered the most so stop whining like it will do anything

I am well aware.

you only think you are

Yes because it is impossible for someone to have a level of self awareness they can be aware of the suffering of others while also acknowledging their own suffering.

with every word that leaves your mouth it makes me want to kill you that much more

Were it not for how much it would hurt my wives I would let you.

i'm glad you know your place