I really do need to just hit the block button and never engage again. It would fix a lot for me.

its basically like instantly disintegrating them into thin air and you never have to acknowledge that they exist ever again and completely ignores the laws of matter is not created nor destroyed but you did at an anatomical social level
I know the advice I'd get, which would be blocking them forever. It's just that I am drawn to making a fool of myself, and to engaging in preset misery like all artists who came before me.
I Won't Ask For The User For Privacy Sake... However If You Intend On Keeping Them In Your Life Despite Them Causing You Pain... do Yourself A Favor And Talk With Anyone About It. Trust Me It Helps.
...Thank you, Kanaya. I'll.. try. Talking to others in a way that isn't directly filled with mind games or attempting to 'win' the conversation is not my strong suit. But I'll try.
I'm Available For An Ear As Well If You Don't Have Anyone Suitable. but It Is Of Course In Your Ballpark To Make The Decision. I Hope Things Improve For You Truthfully Rose.
I do really appreciate it. It's a bit.. difficult for me, admittedly, to speak to you in particular about these issues though. Not through any fault of yours, just rather,,, my past with my own Kanaya. I'd hate to embarrass myself to you.
It's Not Exactly Unreasonable, I Won't Try To Change Your Mind After All It's One Hundred Percent Your Decision. though If It Makes You Feel Better We Have Similar Pasts Then You Might Think.
I see. Well hey, if you'd ever like to message me about your experiences. It may be nice to talk about things even if I cannot promise in getting too specific or personal.
I'm Not Exactly One To Pry, But It Is Appreciated Perhaps I Will Take You Up On That Offer. and Don't Worry We Do Not Have To Share Anything That Would Make Either Of Us Uncomfortable.

