My pan is alight with complicated thoughts and feelings I have no way to properly rationalize, let alone put to words. I wish to be vague on details, but needless to say it is making my training more difficult, as I find it hard to focus on the punching bag ahead of me when every thought seems to want to drift to something else. This is unacceptable when I am attempting to master trying not to punch a hole through the bag, and I have gone through a total of four tonight already.
It is best that I remain vague on the details. However, since I first made an account and began to frequent this site, I have found myself more and more prone to things I once would not have. I find myself allowing for more indulgences. Letting certain things pass the barrier I would once have placed up to filter out any nonsense that was not worth my time, allowing certain individuals to occupy more of my mind than any should ever, if I ever wish to continue working to the full extent of my abilities. Because of this, I wonder if it might be best to step back and allow myself time away from this site, before it and those certain individuals on it become problems instead of vague thoughts that serve to distract me.
so your probLem is i dont Like it that chittr is getting me to Loosen up and chitchat with peopLe Lmao?
...It is more complicated than that, but yes. I do not like that Chittr is getting me to loosen up and chitchat with people.
gaLekh gaLekh gaLekh you indigos can be so sheLtered sometimes you're going about this aLL wrong this whoLe thing is just another big research project for you just waiting for you to get your anaLyticaL fronds aLL over. just seems Like...kind of a waste not to take advantage of it but if you wanna go back to your private bookhive and take a break weLL shit, i won't stop you
That is a helpful way to think about it. I did originally come here to develop an interspecies compendium, after all... I appreciate that outlook, and I will do my best to consider it onto my own.
atta boy you keep at it and keep your good buddy eLwurd in mind.