As much as I appreciate the co+nfessio+ns o+f lo+ve, I seem to+ have received 4-5 in my jo+ining o+f this website. I will decline any so+rt o+f co+nnectio+n with tho+se. I still need to+ adjust to+ living, and it feels like I died just no+t to+o+ lo+ng ago+. The wo+unds I still feel, the hurt and betrayals, the years o+f abuse, I need time to+ heal. I do+ no+t want to+ burden myself o+r ano+ther with lo+ve that I co+uld beco+me reliant o+n while I am no+t myself. I still need to+ accept the lo+ss o+f Signess and then see so+ many o+f him. Time heals wo+unds, but so+ do+es space, and I need the space.
TIME HEALS NOTHING. DO NOT LET IT FOOL YOU.
TIME HURTS. IT RENDS THE MEMORIES THAT WISH TO HAUNT YOI. IT ONLY SERVES TO LOOP ITSELF FOR YOU. TO RELIVE THE PAIN. AGAIN AND AGAIN. TIME IS A DIVIDER AND IT WILL NOT LET ME GO.
Hm. Time is a mo+ralless thing. Ho+wever, like anything witho+ut sentience, it can be used to+ harm and hurt peo+ple. I do+n't kno+w if I can pro+vide yo+u with that helping hand to+ assist yo+u o+ut o+f that pain. If I can, I will.
I wish there were mo+re I co+uld do+ right no+w. Is there anything I can do+ in this mo+ment fo+r yo+u?