
It feels fitting my mental health would once again deteriorate when my therapist is on vacation.

What does that even mean?

it means exactly what it does it means you didn't get replaced

This feels like yet another thing I don't understand due to my limited knowledge of the common timeline.

would you enjoy an in depth explanation of how badly every version of you is destined to fuck up alongside all your other precious friends?

If it means I might finally understand why you hate me so much, please do tell.

very well then i'm sure as you're well aware due to our unique circumstances migration to another session was required. the voyage was long tedious annoying but most of it was tolerable. it just so happens when at the end of our voyage when we should have all been prepared to enter this new session no one was fully ready. have you almost scattered very disorganized by multiple means whether it be the stupid witch of space on our side that happened to be more loyal to someone else or through the means of the maid of life that this session had already held. it doesn't really matter the specifics but we were all split up. in this manner we never actually got everything together for the session we didn't meet up we didn't get things together and it was a mess it was recoverable though. at least i think it was at some point, then some silf from the grave decided to absolutely mess everything up beyond belief. not like we were doing any better an heir that was too stupid to do anything useful with their new powers, two useless seers, a sylph incapable of doing anything. and so with this session obviously fucked beyond belief, it was decided that this should not remain and thus the heir left all their worries and problems behind by creating something new and changing the flow of what should have happened. but that doesn't change the amount of death that happened the amount of fuck ups we made. if anything it just left something hollow in its place one way quite literally everyone died the end. and i'm aware it's immature to blame it all on her, after all there were a million different things that caused the end of this. i'm just more upset that she just forgot about me i'm upset everyone forgot about me i'm upset i was brought back in the first place more than anything all you need to know is everyone died and they overwrote it like nothing happened happy?

... I am so sorry ██████.

just shut the fuck up.

I wish I could do anything, I just, I want to help you...

you can't and you never will