Maybe I chose the wrong post to express my feelings. But it still stands. More and more I feel alienated and shamed by the people who surround me. I don't feel like I fit in with humans anymore, and I don't know if I ever did. So, I find out there's a culture of aliens who's whole lives are about combat and warfare. While i don't agree with everything going on, I understand that they're pretty metal, I can connect with these people on an emotional level. They match what I have going on. Is that really all that wrong? Is it wrong to want to abandon what parts of me are human in favor of something that I feel speaks to me more? Im not about to start pretending I have horns or bathe in dyed alcohol or anything. But. I don't know.
Kult: +4
Kull: +7
Total: 11
Ratio: 0.57