eXscuse me and while i have a full on crash out. #inneedofmoirail #crashingouthard #gofuckyiurselfdammek #nothisisntblack
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thanks for trying to be here for me peanut. i’m just really upset right now in ways i didn’t fully understand i could be till now.
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i know i know i need to calm down. this isn’t a good look for me but he.. he did a lot of damage to me and without him here to confront a tell off, well i just.. i haven’t really had a proper outlet for it..
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well we were moirails and apparently he was going behind my back cheating on me with another. on top of that kind of made me his servant by manipulating my feelings. i had a flush crush on him which made this all hurt worse and when joey stepped into my life she took every part of dammek‘s stupid fucking ugly ass thoughts and opinions and showed me i was worth something besides my blood color. shes really been there for me and helped me see a lot of it. i just… i’m hurting..
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i know.. i’ll be ok though and hey thanks for being here peanut. your a good listener.
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