i wonder if he likes my voice. magnum said it was pretty sometimes, but that it got irritating when i got too excited. ... no, he said it was 'fucking grating', and that hurt. i never liked to hear him say anything bad, and i really took it to heart. i tried so hard to be calm for him, not just because of my voice but because he needed that. i wonder, sometimes. but then i feel sick, to think ill of the dead. it's better to have a happy memory.
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