...i suppose most tend to have a certain.."vibe" about them. perhaps i should try to make mine "cuter".......

you can always do whatever you want forever
...i suppose, but that's how i've operated for most my life..and i have no social connections to show for it....

well if you wanna be cuter than do it for you and not for thinking you gotta present yourself a certain way for other folks to want to talk to you :p tjhere doesnt have to be like okay i mean there are "social norms" but also thats a regimented system of bullshit strict rules and shit like that that you every now and then have to regard so you sit all nice nd nod your head and clap when its ""appropriate"" but its also important to continue to do things for the sake of doing them because You Like Them and You Want To
...mm...you raise good points. i just..have to figure out what i want to do first....

exaaaaaaaaactly thats the spirit and you dont have to like know off the top of your head immediately or whatever just!!!!! go do it off instincts or whatever or just a feeling in your gut however big or small or if its multiple things or just one thing you have all the time in the universe to get it taken care of so dont rush yourself is what im trying to say basically its hard to find out what you wanna do sometimes so. you gotta learn a little with yourself about it sometimes and thats okay
