I feel so odd. Everything has been so vague and mundane lately, and yet whenever I try to really look at my memories of the past… week, two weeks? They aren’t quite there. Like in a cartoon where someone goes to run through a tunnel, but it’s been painted on a wall and they smack right into the illusion. I don’t *really* remember a thing.
Kult: +7
Kull: +5
Total: 12
Ratio: 1.40
And I just keep feeling these random bouts of despair, but they don’t feel like mine. Like a back door in my head that keeps being cracked open and slammed shut, over and over, that’s connected to something that doesn’t quite belong to me. It’s not like the usual weird shit, either. I don’t like it.
Kult: +2
Total: 2