"= cupe.... ="
"= sorry. 'counseculling'??? ="
It's hard to find consistent medicullers nowanights. I'm sorry to HEAR THAT, by the by. Do you have other people that you're able to confide in, then? (I know it's Weird to extend a prong, but I don't mind listening to what you might be going through. You're NOT ALONE, OK?)
"= i am. not very good at telling. much more of a 'sit down and have it pulled out of me' kind of troll. i wouldn't know where to begin sometimes. ="
It's completely OK to not know where to ★t. In that case, maybe you should have a prong at journalling? You know, JOTTING ↓ the thoughts and feelings that come by, just to round ↑ your experiences. Some expression is better than No expression.
"= aha, this site is my. that. do you think i am posting for no reason? aaaah. ="
I mean REALLY honing into those experiences than making it a General Happenings pastime.
"= i could try. but. hm, i do not like to be interpreted by those who. take me in the incorrect manner. ="
"= good luck with that. as i said. i desire it. but i desire i guess, to be different, more than better. in the same way when something hurts, you want to hurt it more to at least change the sensation temporarily. ="