@tentaclesTherapist — #substance
I have not gotten to have a drink yet this month, simply due to working so early in the morning for so long. Being hungover would be too miserable whilst working, especially with helping in the caverns. #substance
Good news is I was a productive type of tipsy, and cleaned my entire bathroom. I also took out the garbage. But now it is 4 am and my entire body hurts and I’m very exhausted. I will bask in a hard nights work and fall asleep thusly. #substance
I've been having a lot of slushies for obvious reasons. They're a bit too sweet for me sometimes, but still. When they melt, they make for excellent mixers as well, to note. #substance
My productive day so far has involved ordering food and watching television. But luckily, if I start drinking, I'm sure I will be imbued with drunken productivity and surely I will clean my entire apartment in one night. Yes, truly, this is simultaneously factual and things I believe. #substance
This is one of the worst hangovers I’ve had, dear god. Put me down. #substance
Walking home at night whilst a bit tipsy. I should really be flying. Passing other drunk people is less fun when I’m not hoping to. #substance
I know this is a perhaps fucked up thing to say all things considering, but I think my relationship with booze has gotten a lot healthier lately? Perhaps it is because I'm so busy, or the slow reconnection of my friend group. It's only an occasional after work activity for me right now. #substance
I hate the taste of vodka, truly. I poured myself some, but now I am stuck staring at the glass not wanting to actually drink. It doesn't help I lack a good mixer. Sprite is fine, but it does not do a great job masking the taste. It was, however. what I have in the house. That or pickle juice, but I have tried that combo twice and it has yet to not make me gag. Perhaps third time is the charm? #substance
I feel as though most of what I post about is being tired or drinking. Perhaps tonight will be both. But I should hold off a bit. Because I don’t wish to disrupt some facinating conversations I’m having with drinking. #substance
i dtayed up so late that its now too earluy to be drinking.... #substance
Why do I have such a thing for sesdewellers? And anybody purple reallu. Had a clown lately. #nsfw #substance
I was ofdline today. Felt too rouhh being online. Mhm. #substance
fuck i need to be taken. Just fucked until I’m stupid. This is so dumb #substance #nsfw
Watching movies while a bit wasted. #substance
I really need oto be more attentive when I'm drunk. Which feels kind of like an oxymoron. #substance.
I lied about being too tired to drink. It's helping. #substance
I'll regret still being upn tomroorw. But fuck. It's nice tonight. #substance
Okay so i meant to sleep and thenj accidentally got too drunk and binged Buffy. #substance
Absolutely drained. Drink time and then falling asleep. Ah. #substance
It’s easiest to do my dishes drunk because I am less bothered by the textures. But it’s also a bad habit to drink expecting to do dishes and instead doing anything else. #substance
My legs are sore and I’m tired. But a girl must go to the liquor store, if she must. This is an important lesson about commitment. #substance
Trolls have so muchb cum oh myb gofd. #nsfw #substance
Sometimes I wonder if I should justg post a video of me enjoying myself so my friensds stop treeating me like a victim. I ride with thebest of them. #nsfw #substance
Perhaps wine with dinner. After he leaves. #substance
@DiscardedPasts asked: "How did you learn to live with yourself?" I'm curious about what tone this was sent in. But to answer, I'm not sure. I didn't, I still don't always. But I have no choice but to change or live with myself, and I'm not doing the prior. It feels like an insult to the people I hurt to not commit to myself. If I caused somebody harm and act regretful, they may try to forgive me, and then mistakenly expect different results I do not intend to move towards. I have no choice but to keep living. So live I will. Oh, but I suppose the funnier answer is, ahem: "Booze". #substance
Drinking usually means I end up either horny or tired. It is the latter, tonight. Time to pass out. #nsfw #substance
One of the skills I have greatly improved on is typing whilst drunk. Admittedly, sometimes I will purposefully include typos so people do not mistake me for sober . #substance
I feel a bit. Fucked. Up. #substance
I managed to embarrass myself completely sober today. Have I ever mentioned I get motion sick? How is it that the first time (in my memory anyways) that I have thrown up on the city sidewalk was immediately after getting out of a car. At 10 in the morning. The road was bumpy and I was asked to google directions. This is why I prefer to fly. (#substance mentioned but not consumed, #vomit)
My face feels warm… #substance
I find it odd the type of thing my mind tells me is too personal to discuss on here. I’ve poured out all of my personal situations, my drinking habits, and hookups, but when it comes to other things that are arguably not as bad, I cannot find the guts. #substance
I have sobered up a bit. I still feel wonderful. My successes are at my core in this moment. #substance
I'm a bit needybfor someone to touch me. Again. Haha. #nsfw #substance
I need to get better at judgin g my tolerance. #substance
Soemtimmes people who are older thajn me are so appealing. #substance #nsfw
Purple is such A hot color. #substance all shades of
Watching a fluy go around myh place. Damn/ #substance
I'mm really pretty. That's something I gthink about sometines. But then I know I should be humble. #substance
Sometimes drinks are to celebrate instead of to mope. I am celebratory for how well I have been doing lately. #substance
Having a casual drink. Ran out. I really should stock up better. #substance
When I'm sober, messages I once found hot suddenly become so repulsive... #substance.
At this ttime of night many would expect me to be saying I am chugging down #substance. But tonight I am simply a respectable lady.
I need to be touched, my god. #nsfw #substance
Maybe I failed and ended up getting drunk again after soberign up. Sorry. Oh my god everyone must be tired of this on their dash. #substance
I have never really sobered up after being told to until now. I simply realized one of the bad decisions I could make if I did not. And I am too spiteful for that tonight. So now it is water time. Crazy how things work out. #substance
My favorite drink has been out of stcok for a while Im so happy its back. #substance
I am just going to text her thative caught a cold. #substance
Surely if I have one drink to calm my nerves before seeing her it will be fine and unnoticeable. #substance