i was hones+ly always ra+her opposed +o imperialism and i s+ill s+rvggle wi+h wondering if wha+ i did was righ+. hvmans shovld be responsible for +heir own des+iny, i. agree wi+h +ha+ +o some ex+en+. bv+ +hen i've +hovgh+ abov+ +he prospec+ of someone wi+h far worse in+en+ions +aking over ear+h. +his plane+ wovld be comple+ely defenseless. i mean, i+ was when i +ook i+ over. bv+ +o someone wi+h mvch more nefariovs in+en+ions, i+ covld have been genocide. i don'+ know. some+imes yov have +o do +hings +ha+ are vgly for +he grea+er good. and i like hvmans. i fvcking lived wi+h +hem all for sweeps before all of +his happened. i feel like i changed as a person in many ways. i fvcking ha+e +he idea +ha+ as +rolls we have +o ac+ a cer+ain way. i don'+ know. no+hing will ever be perfec+. bv+ every +ime i looked a+ a svnrise on ear+h i did ac+vally apprecia+e i+. i'm no+ some perfec+ benevolen+ amazing favl+less being ye+ i'm a+ leas+ +rying +o +hink +o myself +ha+ i+'s be++er +ha+ ear+h is in my hands ra+her +han being con+rolled by someone who is legi+ima+ely genocidal and evil.
