I wonder sometimes how things are. I'm the last thing left of an entire existence. I'm sure that means I have some degree of power from it. Am I torchbearer keeping the ember of nothing alive? Or am I supposed to be a creator, reshaping my old existence back from oblivion? I don't know. I don't feel like I deserve that. Too much power. I'm supposed to just be a girl yknow? nothing more.
And its annoying! I can be in a crowd and feel lonely, I can be with one of my partners or friends hanging out and I still can't shake the longing for someone or something that is like me, which is stupid because like, there are humans everywhere, there are other life forms neither troll or human out there that probably existed back home, but. They're not from back home anymore. Because "back home" doesn't exist anymore.