@todaysDreamer — #violence
Sorry for the scare over the last two days. Time did not necessarily stay stable for me while fighting the entity with Kismet. I had planned to do something a lot more. Drastic for the fight if it was looking sour. I can't say that it would have been the right thing to do. In fact, it probably would've been worse on him. And people that give a shit about me. Instead, I got the fucking runes off by one stroke and turned a binding circle into a banish circle and banished myself and the entity into the void for a bit. It didn't hold it long, but it held me there for half a day. I'm back. My arm t...Read more
Had a meeting. She is not happy with me either, but I don't remember asking her if I cared. She acts like she's so wise, the apex of self-preservation. It wasn't a physical fight this time. Just. An angry woman. By all accounts, she is me. She looks so much like our mother. Even has the disappointed look down. She asked me how many times will it be before I learn my lesson. How much of myself will I sacrifice, and I asked how many times will it take for things to finally be okay? She broke my nose. Cracked my jaw. Left me in the nothing. Told me she was going to fix things. So here we are. #violence
[ *Uploads an Instagram-like selfie. Behind her is. Well. Nothing. Just black. She's lit up perfect, however, despite the lack of light. She looks rather rough, still showing some signs of combat, a lot of her own red blood on her face and neck, with a few rough cuts on her face. Over her eyes and face seems to be a rolling fire of gold and silver. She is in a mix of medieval and modern tactical armor with strange runes enscribed upon various parts. She looks deadpan despite what's going on with her face. The caption reads "Damn, my uber must be running late"* ] #violence
All attention on me, gnashing teeth and wild claws against flesh and armor. My body aches, I see more results of the fight on me. Mortals are not made to fight things like these, but I am if nothing a fool too headstrong to care. I can only just hope that he isn't too mad at me for playing the role I'm meant to. #violence
Signs point to a repeat, a redux. Pain in chest suggests transference followed by martyrdom. Other injuries are starting to show. Bite wounds from a beast, can't treat them, don't know if I'm actually hurt. Memories will continue fading in. #cw-death #implied #violence.
Well, if I do die in a few days time, there's a 40% chance of it not sticking. But if it does, it's been chill. #death #violence
Scoping out non fate options is annoying, but I can't keep fucking with it today. Subject 1: The Needle. Rapier from a doomed timeline of another reality, used to sever and capture powerful god-like entities from their mortal hosts. Theoretically First Guardian proof. Three issues. Needle was already used, already captured, single use without the means to reforge it. Second, subject stabbed with the Needle is mortally wounded and perishes immediately (personal experience on the receiving end). Third, acquiring another would require finding another doomed timeline and hope that the entities that gave me...Read more
Well I'm sorry I got my human blood on the guest bedroom carpet, its not like I was planning on passing out. Sheesh. I'm trying to do important work and I'm getting chewed out for "reckless behavior". Annoying. #violence
I've been able to break fate before without the related powers, imagine what can be done with them? It got me killed last time sure, but I got better. #violence #death
The migraine is already starting to set in, my eyes burn, I feel the blood and tears from them roll down my face. I don't know why I was given powers I am not powerful enough for but they were given for a purpose. Keeping idle hands busy here, not putting much thought beyond just typing surface thoughts. I will have my answer. #violence
Weaponizing barriers, weaponizing fate. This to may be killing me a little bit each time, but I'll have to make it work. I'll cut the dead ends and block them off like a hero of myth cutting heads off of a hydra. I'll find the path that works. #violence
Augh still got a lingering pain in my skull. I don't have any of those levels or whatever, so whatever god tier bullshit I do have overwhelms my body. Or at least. I don't remember seeing other people with this sort of power bleeding from everything on their face using their powers, not even Blood. #violence
If I'm not offering myself as a sacrificial goat to at least one cause a month I'm doing something wrong. Metaphorically or literally. #violence
marcie and her group approaching me about my chitts once again is making me realize that, maybe i weird other humans out with how casual i am about violence and violence done towards me. its not like, a thing, it's just like. you get the shit kicked out of you for the thousandth time, it stops like, really meaning anything? oh no, someone cracked another one of my ribs or nearly beat me to a pulp whooo cares I always get back up. even when I shouldn't. #violence
ah, reminds me of when people yelled at me to not go out into the spooky woods that i nearly died in a few days prior like, cmon, let a girl live a little. Sure a vampire attacked me the first time, but there's no guarantee that it'd happen again. #violence
hm. maybe if I hand someone a cheap version of a baseball bat I can ask them to knock me out, i really dont want to go 5 days without sleep. I've already tried melatonin and benedryl. maybe not enough to see the hat man but like. I hoped that it would've done something. Tried laying down and save for some cuddling with my <3 its been a lot of wall staring. #violence ? #substances ? (just to be safe)
Hm. Is it wise to let strangers do whatever rehabuse implies to you. Probably not. Maybe it'll knock me out and I can get some sleep #violence (?)
Hmm. I wonder if Faith is still pissed about making her kill me. #violence
Fucker who's out there. Try it again and I'll gut you. #violence
Been bit a few times. Sometimes fun sometimes my shoulders nearly come off, or was almost drained dry like a juice box. But it can still be for fun sometimes. #violence #suggestive
Okay. @dailyQuests beat it. Think I'll keep the crown. [* Posts a picture of her in front of a giant rat with her holding onto a strange, clockhand-like spear. The rat is the size of an elephant. On the top of its head, it had an ivory crown, of which she has her hands on to hold. She looks a bit roughed up but its fine. The creature is dead. She looks to be deep in a forest. *] #animaldeath #violence
Weapon-kinds sound limiting from someone who never had to dabble. I use all sorts of shit. Bats, spears, swords, my fists and body in general are weapons now. If I really have to I know how to use pistols and rifles. I'm really only a master with the spear and bat but like. Cmon. Diversify your fighting, keep them on their toes. #violence
Starting to realize now with someone looking at me with concern how fucked up it was to force someone to stab and kill me. It was for a good reason. #violence
Why have I spent hours beating the shit out of an older me? Simple: * She's a bitch. Always has been * She's lying and keeping secrets from me * She's basically a god or some shit she can take it * I hate her. #violence