i adnnit that i uuas perhaps unuuittingly placing her into a box of sorts. one that she escaped fronn, clearly, or else i uuould not be runninating on the events that lead to her departure. it never really crossed nny pan that she did not feel the sanne snnear of ennotions as i did, that she did not feel the allure of our partnership as sonnething that transcended the typical bonds of ronnance. but to disappear as she did, so connpletely, likely turning the cogs of tinne to avoid our paths crossing once nnore... there is such agony to this. uue uuere once a uuhole being, a teann that trusted in the other to speak their nnind. i have never respected another troll uuith such sincerity, never sought to nnake nnyself equal to one such as she. i ann unsure if i uuill ever be able to do so again. i begin to feel that i uuill carry this uuound for all eternity, for there is no properly heroic end to be found for nne.
there are sonne trolls that prize their solitude. people, i suppose, for surely sonne hunnans feel the sanne uuay. she uuas ever engrossed in her Sight, sonnething that i could not understand, though i uuish perhaps i had tried harder to understand. tinne and visions lead her, i feel, to a deep sense of ennui. but this is speculation. i don't knouu.
oh... i think maybe her visions make her forget how imPortant your FRIENdSHIP is you just have to show her visions that youre a suPer awesome amazing FRIENd with a true connection ANd shell go hey im really sorry i BOUNCEd i dIdNT mean it youre my favorite clown ever
i ann unsure if nny beconning a clouun uuould fix things. i think i nnay just have to go and try. but. i don't knouu. it sounds like nnaybe you understand uuhere i ann conning fronn, though.
!i dO! in a way i am you you are me we are we ?we we? wait what was i saying
heheheheh wiiwii [:F !theres that smile i love! i mean i cant see it but i assume youre smiling right now why else WOULd you tyPe 'hehe'
thank you palind. you have soothed nny aching pusher for at least another night.
if only i had any talent for providing the sanne service... ah, uuell. i'nn sure i have sonnething to offer you. perhaps there is sonne service i can provide... i don't knouu.
nah dONT worry about it i have so many BUddIES you dONT have to stress your sweet fishy Pan about it just keeP hanging out with me (:F