Shalim Nuitii
@cresciveAbyss
i should attennpt to nningle nnore to understand uuhat her innperiousness plans...
interacting uuith other seaduuellers can be so exhausting.
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i have nnade landfall. i hope that the beach party nnovies that i uuatched are adequate training to prevent nne fronn "killing the vibe."
⊹₊˚{ oh my god.... }˚₊⊹ ࣪
beaches are usually at their nnost dangerous uuhen hot. i ann sonneuuhat concerned uuith this as uuell as the potential littering nouu. #beachepisode
i'll be trying to maintain a constant pleasant breeze throughout the whole area with a very subdued windy thing(tm)!!
i uuas nnore concerned uuith the disorienting effect of sunlight but i suppose that uuill aid in preventing unnecessary death.
i uuill be honest. i do not uuant a beach episode. because you beasts are constantly trashing the place.
i do not find group pronnises very connpelling. i ann not a school feeder. uuhatever. if i see nnisbehavior i uuill allot one (1) uuarning shot.
bitches don't knouu about nny uuetsuit.
Tell the bitches about your wetsuit.
the idea is to nnaxinnize speed uuhilst underuuater, but there are hazards to be considered as uuell. bites, barbs, stings, and the attennpted nnurder by other trolls, of course.
nnost uuould consider nnicro plates or scales the pinnacle of uuhat can be achieved but those uuould be fools. dunnnnies. it's nanogrubtechnology at its finest.
i uuill adnnit that i have considered attending this nnasquerade. but in truth i find it difficult to find suitable attire for such an event. it is so often unconnfortable for long ternn uuear.
https://open.spotify.conn/track/7pu0pLvguuopOa7lp2OBXep?si=8fa24c40f2274464
i adnnit that i uuas perhaps unuuittingly placing her into a box of sorts. one that she escaped fronn, clearly, or else i uuould not be runninating on the events that lead to her departure. it never really crossed nny pan that she did not feel the sanne snnear of ennotions as i did, that she did not feel the allure of our partnership as sonnething that transcended the typical bonds of ronnance. but to disappear as she did, so connpletely, likely turning the cogs of tinne to avoid our paths crossing once nnore... there is such agony to this. uue uuere once a uuhole being, a teann that trusted in the other to speak their nnind. i have never respected another troll uuith such sincerity, never sought to nnake nnyself equal to one such as she. i ann unsure if i uuill ever be able to do so again. i begin to feel that i uuill carry this uuound for all eternity, for there is no properly heroic end to be found for nne.
there are sonne trolls that prize their solitude. people, i suppose, for surely sonne hunnans feel the sanne uuay. she uuas ever engrossed in her Sight, sonnething that i could not understand, though i uuish perhaps i had tried harder to understand. tinne and visions lead her, i feel, to a deep sense of ennui. but this is speculation. i don't knouu.
oh... i think maybe her visions make her forget how imPortant your FRIENdSHIP is you just have to show her visions that youre a suPer awesome amazing FRIENd with a true connection ANd shell go hey im really sorry i BOUNCEd i dIdNT mean it youre my favorite clown ever
i ann unsure if nny beconning a clouun uuould fix things. i think i nnay just have to go and try. but. i don't knouu. it sounds like nnaybe you understand uuhere i ann conning fronn, though.
!i dO! in a way i am you you are me we are we ?we we? wait what was i saying
heheheheh wiiwii [:F !theres that smile i love! i mean i cant see it but i assume youre smiling right now why else WOULd you tyPe 'hehe'
thank you palind. you have soothed nny aching pusher for at least another night.
if only i had any talent for providing the sanne service... ah, uuell. i'nn sure i have sonnething to offer you. perhaps there is sonne service i can provide... i don't knouu.
nah dONT worry about it i have so many BUddIES you dONT have to stress your sweet fishy Pan about it just keeP hanging out with me (:F
i don't think troll nnitski is going to help nne this tinne.
the stornns that occur on our neuu planet are not so fierce as those i uueathered upon alternia, but they still rennind nne of honne, in a uuay.
i suppose i should tag this as #hivesick despite no longer living there.
https://open.spotify.conn/track/6CQiD0STiKFsjSdVKtztjJ?si=rBAkIfHORoW4yyUhli7ELA
i feel like this one uuill speak to several others on this platfornn.
https://open.spotify.conn/track/0BZQOHz9cuuTPDE4jd5U3D5?si=DnnZPSoGqSUC1y2DUFDQOLuu
cease fuckintg the nnoons, you shall bring horror douun upon fair alternia and the sea!!!! stop you guys stoooop. :(
It's a good thing we had that third one installed earlier.
Orange. :)
casper i cannot stand drannatically bathed in orange nnoonlight upon the deck of nny vessel. it sinnply uuill not do.
this is the moon we got now, shalim
casper i ann not cut out for oragnge. i ann begging you. please put things to rights. nny pfrontsds are shaking.
It's out of my hands... The moon, look outside.. She's orange.
...In light of this I will be putting the pink and green moons back.
https://open.spotify.conn/track/7pu0pLvguuopOa7lp2OBXep?si=fc44ba03924a4d19
i have been given a hunnan louudouun on the nature of their honnosexuality, uuhich i suppose does occur fronn tinne to tinne in trollkind as uuell, though it is evidently less obviously notable or at the very least, not connnnented upon in the sanne uuay. i adnnit that it does intrigue nne, though i ann also unsure if i uuould be able to dedicate nnyself to just one gender or the other. and then there is the issue of gender that falls outside these boundaries. uuhat of those uuho only quadrant uuith nonbinary individuals? is there a hunnan ternn for this? uuhat about hunnans (or indeed trolls) uuho are attracted to all sorts of people? do hunnans have different nannes for their quadrants? nny pan is suuinnnning uuith all of these notions. i nnay partake in a suuinn uuith nny lusus to try and clear these thoughts fronn nny head. i ann not typically so excitable. in truth i uuonder if the need for all of these ternns is strictly necessary. at the end of the night, there are no uuords required uuhen one retires to the boudoir of their pitchnnate or flushnnate, or even for those uuho take solace in the arnns of their pale suuain. it nnakes nne uuonder if perhaps i have beconne entangled in a net of thought intended to ensnare nne in inaction rather than in the experience of nny ouun life?
I do not bellieve humans traditionally have a quadrant based romance sociall structure. They just have the one. I can sympathize, I think, to this way of thought. To an extent.
i think... it uuould be very difficult to put all of ones ennotionally loaded arnnored yolk satchels in one uuoven fiber vessel, but that is just nne.
uuhat the hell is a lesbian.
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