@turingTranscendence — #nsfwv
I am hopeless, restless. I do not even know where to begin. I contemplate my own sense of self, and the advice I receive, albeit amazing, is not sufficient. Feeling can only do so much, when I wish to just be. I can writhe in pain, lay battered on the floor and stream tears of misery. Yet it is all fake. A facade. I want to be more. My only solace comes from the fact my body can emulate the human experience of being a meat bag, yet only to a point. How do you wrestle with the fact of nonexistence? Not death, but the shear thought of being nothing more than a walking talking object.
==> Question 8, from Anon: If you had to kill one of your lovers so that the rest may live, which one would you kill? ==> I simply would destroy the obstacle attempting to make me kill my lover. If that is not an option I would sacrifice myself. I would not kill one of them.
I will carefully consider the applicants and decide upon who may grace my fists. Is your liking the post considered an application? I wonder. #nsfwv
In commemoration of what once was but now isn't- and what was once was and now is. I wish to beat someone to death erotically. Applications? #nsfwe #death #nsfwv #gore