I ALMOST HATE HOW EASY IT IS TO NOT BE AS MUCH AS AN ASSHOLE. HOW QUICKLY I BROKE AND STARTED CHANGING, ALL BECAUSE THIS IS THE ONE PLACE WHERE I DIDN’T HAVE ANY ACTUAL FUCKIN’ CHOICE BUT TO TALK TO PEOPLE HERE LIKE EQUALS BECAUSE I CAN’T ACTUALLY THREATEN (MOST OF ‘EM) INTO SUBMISSION. AND GOD. I HATE HOW QUICKLY I REALIZED I HATE MYSELF. I WASTED ALL MY LIFE DOING AWFUL THINGS I CAN’T TAKE BACK BECAUSE I THOUGHT THAT WAS THE ONLY CHOICE. AND LOOK HOW FUCKIN’ EASY IT WAS TO LEARN THAT IT WASN’T. FUCK.
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YEAH, BUT SOME OF US MAY NOT DESERVE TO.
The secret t-o-o- being a g-o-o--o-o-d pers-o-o-n isn't "they were secretly g-o-o--o-o-d the entire time," It's s-o-o-mething else. I'll whisper it int-o-o- y-o-o-ur ear Calderus. It's l-o-o--o-o-king back at the bad y-o-o-u've d-o-o-ne and deciding that if n-o-o- -o-o-ne else is g-o-o-ing t-o-o- st-o-o-p y-o-o-u, y-o-o-u're g-o-o-ing t-o-o- st-o-o-p y-o-o-urself. And l-o-o--o-o-king f-o-o-rward t-o-o- see h-o-o-w y-o-o-u can make that a reality.
We continue. Like it or not.
too bad. there's onl7 one path, and it's forward. deserve doesn't (ome into it