#ididntdoanything
Some part me calls myself a coward, some other is saying i've finally got some sense in me, and the other is yelling to just rip the bandaid off. I know I'll be better after, but. I don't know. This is scary. I amped myself up for this, used posts to try and work up the nerve, but I don't think it's possible. This is stupid. Why did I think this was supposed to be the solution? I'm not even feeling bad in that sort of way. The gun is away now, I don't think i want to touch that thing for a few years. I'll find another solution to all of this, there has to be a way without death to complete this. #cw-self...Read more
Kull: +5
Total: 5