#cw-selfharm
Wondering how conditional immortality works in specifics, part of me wants to run some tests but if I'm being honest I'd rather not kill myself repeatedly. #cw-selfharm #cw-suicide
Ugh I hate feeling this way, makes me wanna tare apart my own body, piece by piece and leave my guts laying around, god why couldn't I just be aroace. #disgustedwithmyself #cw-gore #cw-violence #cw-selfharm
im sorry for all the problems that ivve caused! just givve me another scar nevver-ending terrible scores, tell me wwhat am I good for? youre sick of me complaining evven more I promise that I'll leavve you all alone! Im better off on my owwn Doesn't matter wwhether im gone im alwways in the wwrong.. right? I knoww Ill nevver belong
(urragh.)
Some part me calls myself a coward, some other is saying i've finally got some sense in me, and the other is yelling to just rip the bandaid off. I know I'll be better after, but. I don't know. This is scary. I amped myself up for this, used posts to try and work up the nerve, but I don't think it's possible. This is stupid. Why did I think this was supposed to be the solution? I'm not even feeling bad in that sort of way. The gun is away now, I don't think i want to touch that thing for a few years. I'll find another solution to all of this, there has to be a way without death to complete this. #cw-self...Read more
cruel joke of the universe that i cant even cut myself to assure myself im real cause i dont bleed ever since that fucking piece of shit demon eye-knight-whatever thing possessed me. lol. lmfao. fahahah. heheheh. copies are monochrome. gman made this account for me along with the apple pfp. apparently kris deltarune has association with apple's given a couple people have mistaken me for them based on pfp alone copies are monochrome. my skin literally turn's grey when im away from the bunker-mansion for too long copies are monochrome. my older sisters name was destiny which everyone would always sh...Read more
#cw-selfharm watching the blood pool down my thigh and the cool scars on my neck in the mirror is really fun haha ha god why cant i be normal like the other guys why cant i fucking be a guy at all saturdays
#cw-selfharm its ridiculous but sometimes i like to stab my thigh make cuts in it ive been doing it as far as i can remember i say its from fights and i guess thats not ...wrong i just sort of fight myself anyway. how is everyone else
i remember to keep my teeth sharp i used to get them filed down. it hurt a lot honestly, but hey kept them lethal. i think they're getting dull again. #cw-selfharm(?)
[[This account Is an independent portrayal of Feferi, there will be #NSFW and some sensitive topics such as #CW-Selfharm and #CW-Suicide on here you have been warned]] Your name is Feferi Pixies, though you mainly just use the nickname Fef. After winning your session by the skin of your teeth you watched as pretty much all your friends died around you. Though in all honesty you're over that you don't even remember their names. You still got your prize though by the skin of your Teeth, being Empress was not your favorite thing in the world but you made the best out of your ruling. People liked you en...Read more
staying with roxy tonight they hurt themselves, probably won't reply until tomorrow #cw-selfharm
sometimes in my darkest moments i feel the bite marks on my arm as if theyre fresh.... i was truly a puppet to my impulses :( #cw-selfharm
Feeling my old scars again. Wow they look terrible. #cw-selfharm(mentioned)
i want to claw at my face until it's unrecognizable #cw-selfharm #cw-dysmorphia
MADE A NEW CARVING! I little more on what those may consider the "freaky side", but my, I can't help myself!!! Markings upon my vessel are just FUN FUN FUN!!!!!! #cw-selfharm probably, but I feel NO harm! Oh, and maybe "#nsfw". https://cdn.imgchest.com/files/c7c2109b49d3.jpg
never cull yourself actually, you can get to see h1mero and ev1det have a human pregancy style arc
I want to bash my head against a wall this is actually agony. #violence(?) #cw-selfharm(?)
roxy hid my new hand along with everything else so typing is a pain #cw-selfharm
staying at roxy's they hit all the sharp objects smart haha #cw-selfharm
iillalwsyss neverbbe a person iillalways bejust a bad ddog whohurtd people ttheonky way tostop it is ifi die ismrkrry imsorry
not feeling good, i got no idea why. type of feeling "i should block everyone i know, go and cry" seeing stars in my sight now im scared im gonna die with just 3 years left already a month has flown by time flies. to summarize: haunted by demon eyes wanting to use me as disguise, no surprise. aint no lies that im spilling, blood gone from my filling now ive got a lust for stabbing gotta crave a fuckin killing and i swear aint no truth hurts more than "im scared" only fair, never thought id have to be prepared, to worry bout when im gone, cause no one used to care and now im stuck in my own...Read more
just noticed my chest scar looks slightly like... off-colour. didnt look like this yesterday. man i cant go even a day without some weird shit happening #suggestive #suggestive-cause-this-is-right-between-my-boobs #myboobs #cw-selfharm #cw-self-harm
this is kind of a fucked post about cutting and stabbing for sexual purpose's. unquirk to read it. V post start's here V ^ post end's here ^ #nsfwe #nsfw #violence #cw #gore? #probablyyeah #cw-gore #cw-blood #cw-self-harm #cw-selfharm
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suicide cancelled a subscriber just ordered troll taco bell to my hive lmao #cw-selfharm
[|87 :: 1 wont blow my sh;t sm00th off. Because ;f 1 do then 1 cant get h;gh as a k;te, clap my matespr;ts' cheeks, beat my k;smes;s ;n mar;o-kart, nor would 1 be able to play gog ;n my lab anymore. 1 qu;te l;ke do;n those th;ngs. never k;ll yourself k;ng/queen/non-gendered monarch. #su;c;de #cw-selfharm #substance #nsfw
i swear to god if she doesn't Like LP i'm kiLLing myseLf.
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if i were to start going “meow” or “caw” or shit cause im part cat and bird id fuckin’ kill myself.
think i hit the bone...it kinda hurts #gore #cw-selfharm
digging my teeth into my arm #cw-selfharm
.i wanT .i want iT .i want the lamP .but it burnS .it burns mE #mylamP #bugzappeR #cw-selfharM #positivE
Florid Said I Can Do Whatever I Want, So I Am Going To Bite The Bug Zapper. :> #mybite #cw-selfharm? #positive
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XDXD Thanks for all of your insight on why the cigarette is evil. I'm gonna smoke it and see if it kills me now. XDXD
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Q57: "decided to take a peep at your bio or whatever the shits to find the askbox and yo "hollow inside"? wtf is this edgelord bullshit. stupid idiot fuckface. fuck my og question wtf is this shit." A57: dude i WISH it was edgelord shit, but no im literally full of fucking darkness and dont bleed anymore. see attached photo: https://file.garden/XAsN_1TsSgUyUt-R/Chittr/KD/smoke.png #cw-selfharm #qna https://forms.gle/3p7xuaHPga6o28Yn6
Took shorter than expected...I'm back. #cw-selfharm
Relapsed. Going to get myself patched, be back later. #cw-selfharm
maybe it has something to do with the fact theres smoke in my eye's actually. this is getting annoying im getting gman to patch me up again. i guess playing piano like that with smoke in my eye's mean's im not as rusty as i thought id be but fuck if i know #cw-selfharm
wasnt joking btw https://file.garden/XAsN_1TsSgUyUt-R/Chittr/KD/smoke.png #cw-selfharm
fuck it yolo. walking around with dark smoke trailing off my wrist's like a demon or something. not like im losing blood anyway. #cw-selfharm
should probably get gman to patch me up again. then again maybe i should see if this dark smoke is infinite and will pour out forever #cw-selfharm
mfw i can only be genuine in either a videogame or anonymous otherwise i go into dumbshit nervous wreck mode mfw cant even get the satisfaction of using my knife anymore because i no longer fucking BLEED AND ALL THAT COMES OUT IS THIS STUPID BLACK FUCKING SMOKE #cw-selfharm
I just have s0 much bl00d just way t00 much bl00d i need t0 get it 0ut i need t0 get the bl00d 0ut and ill be n0rmal #cw-selfharm (n0t really but just in case)
ppl needa st/)p telling me 2 cull myself but n/)t because it’s /)ff the table but because if i d/) it i d/)n’t want s/)me/)ne else 2 take credit 4 me dying and i w/)n’t be there 2 c/)rrect them #cw-selfharm #cw-suicide
꧁༺𓆟༻༺𓆟༻༺𓆟༻༺𓆟༻༺𓆟༻༺𓆟༻༺𓆟༻༺𓆟༻༺𓆟༻༺𓆟༻༺𓆟༻༺𓆟༻༺𓆟༻༺𓆟༻༺𓆟༻༺𓆟༻༺𓆟 Hello. Welcome to the official Bulge Curator Page. This is a very #NSFW and higher account. I will commonly delve into themes such as #substance, #violence, #cw-selfharm, #bulgerating and many more. This is not even really reaching into the pornographic side of this account. As the Bulge Curator, I do my best to provide psychic readings of bulges to users. While, this is usually entirely guesswork, I have recently opened up the option for users to send in references or other descriptors if they wanted the reading to be perfectly a...Read more
Well then glad to see I remembered exactly why I don't go out in sun almost forgot what my seared flesh felt like. #vagueposting #cw-selfharm
[|87 :: Another successful procedure. G00d gog my calves burn l;ke the putr;d st;n of hydrochlor;c ac;d ;n a papercut...but hopefully the musculature ;mplantat;ons prov;de acceptable results. T;me to pop some p;lls, maybe smoke a jo;nt or two and let th;s sh;t heal wh;le 1 h;t the sl;me. #horror #bodyhorror #substance #cw-selfharm ?