#vent
i got hit with the "you purples" shit anD now iM PISSED i GET theres kin of Mine that get up to soMe fuckshit that goes beyonD even what our rights are. anD theres lows that really Dont like the teachings. to each their own or whatever but iM SICK anD TIRED of gettin treateD like soMe beast thats gonna lash out at the Drop of a jingly hat! like i cant control Myself? shits a BUMMER! sure i got shit that sets Me off. Doesnt everyboDy? but iM not UNREASONABLE! DaMn! >:o(
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〚｟⦕⤊⦖｠〛Match tolight. Gonna requisition some time off after that. Hoofbeast Boy needs a break. #burnout #vent #muscleperformance
THE HATRED IN MY HEART IS ALL I FUCKING HAVE EVERYꐦNE ELSE IS A LIAR LIAR LIAR LIAR LIAR AND ILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY THEY Dꐦ THIS Tꐦ ME I WꐦNT I WꐦNT I WꐦNT #NQUEMESEETHING #VENT #RANT #JAJSJDHDHDJSISIICJFIFJSS
u know the clone thing started as rly funny but i think its just made me hate myself more #vent
--E√ I had to sit down for a while to do paperwork, which re-aggravated the back pain I'd been having. This sucks.
sometimes i have this dream where i just keep crying and i cant do anything to feel better and all i distinctly know is not my surroundings or any context but that there's no one else here
god. fucking dammit. of course the second job i ever have is also for dogshit and awful people whatever. its better than my last job time to. charge a fucking battery with blood aspect energy. and try not to lose my shit and kill my research team. whatever
what if i was never real and im just a concept given consciousness what if nothing is real and everyone who talks to me thinks im just in their heads what if i just never existed #help
I > Apologise > To > Everyone > If > I've > Been > A > Tad > Too > Much > #ezzalepost > #worried > #imsorry > #vent? > ♡
VvvvvvvvvvvV ૮×ﻌoა 💭 i hate being alone but i deliberately push people away by being awful and creepy ૮×ﻌ=ა 💭 why do i do this to my'self like what is even the psychological reason ૮×ﻌ=ა 💬 ૮×ﻌoა 💬 also i want a burger rn ^^^^^^^^^^
--E√ My back hurts. I'm only 10 sweeps old, it shouldn't hurt like this. I'm not some ancient, wizened --Emperor. I'm some guy in a shared hive.
⛧i had to let my intestines air out tolight. was feeling a little sickly, and blood purging wouldn't fix it. so i was steamy guts earlier. heheh. #andbeforeyouask #yesifeltmuchbetter #vent #sick #bodyhorror⛧
⛧it's very difficult to have any sort of sympathy for the plights of highbloods when you're so frothingly angry you want to scalp someone from chin to cranial base. #vent #murder #violence #gore⛧
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- ♱ⴵ-∊ ☪︎Ωn♱Ɨnu-∊d purΣuƗ♱ Ωf nΩrmȺl☪︎y ȺΣ Ⱥ f-∊-∊lƗng y-∊♱ Ⱥ lȺ☪︎|⟨ Ωf Ɨ♱ p-∊rΣƗΣ♱Σ. #v-∊n♱ -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
talked to my ex again and all i got wazz bain and hearrtache fuck me forr being kind and unblocking you and enterrtaining evvven talking to you </3 #vvvent #imjuzzttoogoodforrthemiguezzzzzz
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bro strider's the type to sleep with an anime bodypillow but i guess it was too tacky so he slept w me instead
⛧i had a pretty shitty night. i'm gonna meticulously pull someone into pieces to make myself feel better. #violence #gore #vent⛧
it's not bloody fair. i shoUld get to have a life. or at least an afterlife in which i don't need to self-isolate or risk oblivion. #vent
--E√ I can scarcely remember my wigglerhood and it's starting to haunt me. I had what was almost a secondary lusus. An olive meowbeast. Mademoiselle, she was called. She loved me. I loved her. I can barely remember Madam, and that hurts.
| dontt th|nk, ots go|ng to get bettr
howdy. m'sorry that i ain't doin' so hot lately. i know i got folks who hold me dear and love me and would 6aCk me on anythin', i just... shit, i've 6een really strugglin' t'6elieve in positives '6out myself. i know i got em, i know folks see and love em, i just struggle t'like... aCCept it, i guess. i dunno. just kinda yappin'. sorry. #vent
take a nap because y0u have two d0 shit but youre exhausted, then sleep f0r longer than y0u meant two and d0nt have time two d0 it. why do i even try man.
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my brother is a shitty person now. what does ultimate even mean? ultimate asshole? hes such a dick!! i miss him and the dirk i knew is dead!!! the closest i have is this fucking douchebag who isnt even part of my timeline! #vent again.
this life thing sure isnt what its cracked up to be, hahaha. #vent ??????
"oh man i never noticed you were off your meds you seem completely fine so i dont think you need them" oh trust me i am fucking miserable rn
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- -∊nvy. ȺgȺƗn. #v-∊n♱ -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ I want affection but the person I want affection from is dead and the person I do NOT want affection from is the person who will be forced to give me affection if I ask for it. █ ... █ Ugh. █ I'll put up with it. █ #vent .
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ My tech has fucked off somewhere again. █ I'd ask where they're going but I know what they're actually just doing is giving themselves an alibi and making it Ser Droste's job to feed me today. █ So they can pretend they aren't not eating. █ I know they're not fucking eating and I know they can't stand the thought of eating her𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑〈 154 𝐔𝐀 〉 █ ... █ ....... █ Ugh... █ Should I like... █ Snitch...? █ I was hoping Cass could resolve the issue, but clearly that didn't work. █ So... █ Oh, but I really don't want to get them in actual trouble, I just wish someone w...Read more
VvvvvvvvvvvV ૮×ﻌoა 💬 knew i shouldnt have started making friends on here ૮×ﻌoა 💬 whatever. i dont ccare ૮ꐦ×ﻌ◄ა 🗯️ AND IT WAS ANOTHER FUCKING CERULEAN SO TYPICAL OF YOUR CASTE TO GET CLOSE TO PEOPLE PURELY TO HURT THEM HUH FUCK YOU ૮ꐦ×ﻌ⪕ა 🔪 CULL YOURSELF CULL YOURSELF DIE DIE DIE DIE DIEEEE ૮ × πა 🔪 ૮× πა 💬 im gonna go put my grub to cupe ^^^^^^^^^^
VvvvvvvvvvvV ૮× πა 💬 god i didnt even give #mygrub a proper name i just called her "lilone" because she's a lil one ૮× πა 💬 im awful i deserve every bad thing ever ૮× πა 💬 i need to go back to 'saying awful 'shit on purpose to push people away ^^^^^^^^^^
VvvvvvvvvvvV ૮× πა 💬 lilone started crying and now i cant comfort her im such a bad lusustroll ^^^^^^^^^^
VvvvvvvvvvvV ૮ꐦ⦻ﻌ⊙ა 🔪 IM NOT CRYING YOURE CRYING ૮ꐦ⦻ﻌ⊙ა 🔪 CRYING FROM MY FUCKING DAGGER GOING THROUGH YOUR RIBCAGE AND PUSHER MMOTHERFUCKER ૮ꐦ⦻ﻌ⊙ა 🔪 DFUCKK ૮ꐦ⦻ﻌ⊙ა 🔪 fuujj⚔︎ck ૮ × πა ^^^^^^^^^^
VvvvvvvvvvvV ૮ꐦ⦻ﻌ⊙ა 🔪 DEATH TO HIGHBLOODS AND ***ESPECIALLY*** CERULEANS ^^^^^^^^^^
VvvvvvvvvvvV ૮×ﻌoა 💬 the one time ฅ૮⦻ﻌ⊙აฅ 🗯️ the ONE FUCKING TIME i open up and let my'self think something is genuine and the bitch is just like "that didnt happen" ૮×ﻌoა 💬 lol ૮×ﻌoა 💬 lmfao ૮ꐦ⦻ﻌ⊙ა 🔪 THIS IS WHY QUADRANTS ARE FUCKING EVIL ^^^^^^^^^^
I - love missing.. - all events I like - because im dealing - with the horrors - - frustrating.. > #horror #vent (?)
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8=l < The bxtch kept me locked in a loveless marriage with her for four thousand years because she found it fun to come to my forge and taunt me now and again 8=l < And because my mother Hera va100d the sanctity of marriage so highly I wasn't even permitted to find a lover who c001d love me where Aphrodite failed 8=l < She kept me alone so long #vent
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈SER_DROSTE〉"Hi Nonagn. Are you alright?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_UNIT〉"Why wouldn't I be, Ser?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈SER_DROSTE〉"Rah rah. Dodging answering? Cheeky. That's alright. I saw Anxryn escaping to their dorm. What happened?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_UNIT〉"... This unit stated that they were worried for their health in a way which could be perceived as manipulative. I will accept any punishment given." 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈SER_DROSTE〉"I'm not here to punish you, Nonagn. I'm here in my capaci...Read more
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ ... Technically it doesn't break protocol to leave me alone with Cass. █ But I think neither me nor him are comfortable right now. █ ... █ I have no problems with him, I just... █ I should've timed things better. █ Ugh...
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_UNIT〉"...Anxryn, can I say something?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈HELMSTECH〉"You usually just say shit anyway. What do you want?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_UNIT〉"I'm worried about you. You don't look healthy." 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈HELMSTECH〉"Bitch? Are you calling me ugly?" 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈THIS_UNIT〉"... Please don't deflect. You know exactly what I mean. I'm genuinely concerned for your health." 𝐀𝐔𝐃𝐈𝐎_𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓〈HELMSTECH〉"Sure you are. If I die, you die. Don't worry, I'm not going...Read more
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ I will just... █ Try not to think about it. █ I am worried about them, though. █ Not sure who to tell. █ Not sure if telling someone would help at all. █ They're hardly the only person on the ship still not coping well with it. █ ... But I don't want them to starve. █ ... █ This unit is at least glad to have somewhere she can put all these worries.
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ Ah... █ Its that time again, huh. █ I don't want to eat it. █ And I know the helmstech has been giving me most of their portion too. █ They're getting thinner. █ It stresses me the fuck out. █ I don't get a choice in the matter. █ ... And I don't like that they're choosing to starve themself. █ I... █ ... I don't think I can cope with losing them too. █ Either emotionally or physically, they're the only one who knows how to repair me if something breaks.
Nobody ever asks how i'm doing, Everyone just assumes i'm off doing stupid shit #Vent
⛧it's rare i see someone and have the desire to shove an eight inch thresh up their throat and tickle their optic nerve with the blade. tolight was one of those moments. and i believe i did a very good job in keeping my composure. so i'm rewarding myself with frozen beanjuice product. #violence #gore #murder #vent⛧
my mind is like a woven tapestry being tugged at the corners to reveal the gaps between and through them i see it and i know it can give me everything i could want and i know its also bullshit and a liar. one corner tugs and i feel giddy and elated, that i can once more indulge in the annoyance and teasing of a vile individual. another corner tugs and i feel sorrow, that i cannot speak my thoughts and feelings for some, that i cannot help people. another corner tugs and i feel a need to protect, to nurture, to hold while another corner tugs and incites a burning fucking violent rage and beneath it all th...Read more
final final thought of the night is sorta #vent postin' so i'll hide it with the regex. don't worry none, just need to put these thoughts somewhere that ain't in my noggin.
𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆… █ It is a little funny to think that at one point in my life the thing I was most worried about was a woman in a velvet hoodie calling me what are, in the grand scheme of things, pretty minor insults. █ And now I'm out here. █ Aimless in space. █ Disconnected from everything. █ Eating a soldier who assaulted me. █ Hooray [SARCASM]. █ ... █ I want to go home.