Equius Zahhak
@chironsTruth
Greetings, to all highbloods and lowbloods. My name is equius its so very nice to meet you. They/them please If you ever need to reach out to someone my dms are always open for both INC and OOC.
D---> I sometimes wonder Does anyone else ever have such a...disgusted feeling whenever they seem their own body in the reflection? Or a desire to change to be your true self and not something you were born as? Oh to be free and not to be forced into roles and being seen as masculine. It's hell. #Genderdysphoria #bodydysphoria #Tonight-is-BAD #vent #rant
D---> Thank you but I doubt no matter how much luck I have, I'll ever be happy. Although I hope and pray you can achieve your freedom and happiness.
IT'S NOT REALLY GENDER BULLSHIT, I GUESS, I'M TRULY JUST REPULSED BY EVERYTHING ABOUT ME. BUT. I FEEL A LITTLE PRETTIER IN A DRESS EVEN THOUGH I'M CERTAIN THAT I'M A MAN.
D---> Yeah...at least you get the opportunity to e%press yourself just freely enough where you can wear a dress once in a while, I don't even get such a privilege Aldo fuck, I thought you was my vantas for a second.
NOT EVEN IN PRIVATE? I KNOW KANAYA WOULD BE HAPPY TO MAKE YOU A DRESS. SHE MAKES MINE.
D---> Not even in private sadly, perhaps kanaya would be so kind as to make me one.
I KNOW SHE WILL. I KNOW THIS IS POINTLESS TO SAY BUT I HOPE IN SOME CAPACITY SHIT GETS BETTER, EVEN JUST A LITTLE. YOU DESERVE TO LIVE HOW YOU WANT TO.
D---> Thank you, fiddlesticks I need a washcloth to wipe away my tears ugh tonight is not my night karkat.
WE AREN'T CLOSE OR ANYTHING, AND THIS IS ABSOLUTELY NOT A PALE ADVANCE, BUT IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO ABOUT BULLSHIT I'M HERE. DMS ARE OPEN OR WHATEVER.
D---> Status update-feeling...not so good,gog why can't the sun rise already I want him and need him to console me and gently pat my head. #yearning #Ughhhhhhh
D---> ChironsTruth is back online! Can't sleep it's so frustrating I am going to rip my horn out at this rate. #violence #self-harm #dehorning
Can I Witness It If You Do? I’ll Bring Some Drinks And Indulge For The Show
Y☽o☾u p☽oo☾r sweet thing, perhaps try a sleep t☽o☾nic? ⋆˚࿔
keep your chin up monarch your crown is falling
D---> Sadly...I don't think I have any sleep tonic, but thank you for your soft words and suggestion, I'll be fine I just gotta deal with it.
If sleep is alluding y☽o☾u, dearest, remember; the mere act ☽o☾f laying y☽o☾urself d☽o☾wn and cl☽o☾sing y☽o☾ur bulbs and resting y☽o☾ur mind and spirit, while n☽o☾t as rejuvenating as sleep itself, are still very g☽oo☾d f☽o☾ar y☽o☾ur pan and will be betta than w☽o☾arrying y☽o☾urself ☽o☾ver lack ☽o☾f sleep ⋆˚࿔
D---> I wouldnt e%actly call it worrie or an%iousness...more so, frustration and aggravation, but alas perhaps your word's hold merit and truth, maybe I could try.
D---> ChironsTruth is now offline for the night! Going to bed feeling rather sleepy and tired Goodnight chittr.
>> Good1¡ght Equ¡uડ
D---> Is this the start of... #Kink-tastic-tuesday? /Joking please DO NOT make this a weekly thing.
D---> Do not give the people fuel for the fire, we have #sicknastysunday for this.
>> Yeah but #ડ¡cknaડtyડunday ¡ડ 1¡ke a who1e orgy event th¡ng, and ¡ don't part¡c¡pate ¡n a11 that 😔😔
၄⋆၃ im going to for my own sake hope and pray that the tone is kind and axxepting bexause i think i have enough problems on my plate
>> ¡t'ડ juડt not my ડpeed :)) ¡ enjoy the daડhboard trendડ but ¡'m not one for maડડ¡ve org¡eડ 1mfao
D---> Consider it in a platful teasing tone, from one freaky indigo to another, perhaps sometime...we could discuss such things.
D---> Perchance...Perchance, my door is always open for the possibility.
D---> Also, impact play. #nsfw
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- ♱ⴵȺ♱ ƗΣ 屮ⴵȺ♱ Ɨ ȺM ΣȺYƗNG! Fun fȺ☪︎♱: Ɨf yΩu plȺ☪︎-∊ yΩur ⴵȺnd upΩn Ⱥ pȺr♱n-∊rΣ ȺbdΩm-∊n Ⱥnd Ⱥpply ☪︎ΩnΣƗΣ♱-∊n♱ pr-∊ΣΣur-∊, ♱ⴵ-∊ pr-∊ΣΣur-∊ fΩr☪︎-∊Σ ♱ⴵ-∊ pȺr♱n-∊r ♱Ω f-∊-∊l yΩur bulg-∊ ΣlƗdƗng Ɨn♱Ω ♱ⴵ-∊m 屮Ɨ♱ⴵ mΩr-∊ Ɨn♱-∊nΣƗ♱y. -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
D---> Fascinating...thank you for such e%quisite information.
>> TH¡ડ ¡ડ TRUE AGREE ✅✅✅✅
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- Ɨ dΩ ♱ⴵƗΣ -∊v-∊ry ♱Ɨm-∊ Ⱥnd ♱ⴵ-∊y fu☪︎|⟨Ɨng /lΩv-∊/ Ɨ♱, yΩu ΣⴵΩuld ♱ry Ɨ♱ Ωu♱ Ɨf yΩu -∊v-∊r g-∊♱ ♱ⴵ-∊ ΩppΩr♱unƗ♱y. -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- Ɨ Ⱥm ƗmpȺ☪︎♱ plȺyΣ Σ♱rΩng-∊Σ♱ 屮ȺrrƗΩr. -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
D---> Hmmm...I might be able to try it out very soon, although I must be cautious as to not use to much of STRENGTH in fear of hurting someone.
[/-∊n♱rΩpy gr-∊yƗng Ωu♱./] -- ΩbvƗΩuΣly, Ɨf yΩu pu♱ ♱Ω mu☪︎ⴵ Ɨn♱Ω Ɨ♱ yΩur juΣ♱ gΩnnȺ l-∊Ⱥv-∊ Ⱥ bruƗΣ-∊, yΩu gΩ♱♱Ⱥ fƗnd Ⱥ gΩΩd, lΩ屮 Σ♱Ⱥr♱Ɨng pΩƗn♱.. Ⱥnd ♱ⴵ-∊n ΣlΩ屮ly Ɨn☪︎r-∊ȺΣ-∊ ♱ⴵ-∊ pr-∊ΣΣur-∊ ȺΣ yΩu Σ♱Ⱥr♱ ♱Ω g-∊♱ Ⱥ bƗ♱ mΩr-∊ Ɨn♱-∊nΣ-∊ 屮Ɨ♱ⴵ yΩur ♱ⴵruΣ♱Σ, yΩu n-∊-∊d Ⱥ gΩΩd pr-∊ΣΣur-∊ ♱Ω rⴵy♱ⴵm rȺ♱ƗΩ. -- [/ΣȺmΣȺrȺ'Σ Σ屮ȺnΣΩng./]
D---> Oh dear...the freakning is happening may gog be merciful upon us all. #Freaky-hours #nsfw #dashwatching
D---> You know...randomly I remembered a glimpse of an old dream, of some mam behind a scarlet tree...he handed me something can't remember what, when he did I awoke in a sweat, it was quite the odd dream.
D---> Alright alright chittr that's enough #nsfw it's time for a much more socially acceptable topic like...#flowers what's yalls favorite flower? Mine is personally a moon flower.
>> Green carnat¡on
I like orchids and lilies, personally.
It's s⚣ hard t⚣ ch⚣⚣se! I really like lilacs, but I als⚣ like the earth hibiscus fl⚣wers... I als⚣ like any fl⚣wer if it's able t⚣ have a purple c⚣l⚣r -3-
D---> If we are seriously getting into favorite Kinks, mine is pony play aka being called good pony amongst...some other things. #nsfw #nsfwe
D---> Then why are you in such a thread? Go take care of your offspring serket.
8ecause it’s past midnight and he’s asleep, duh? I’m a grown woman, I can 8e where I want.
>> Okay, ¡n a gent1er way, ¡ w¡11 1et you know that you're not the on1y one (amongડt ¡nd¡goડ) ¡'ve a1wayડ been part¡a1 to Puppy or Bunny myડe1f, but ¡ get you
D---> I have noticed my b100d caste tends to be into pony play...which raises a question if all b100d castses share similar Kinks. #NSFW
A a satyr I'm curi⚣us t⚣ what these ⚣ther things are -3-
>> ¡ don't TH¡NK ડo! But that m¡ght ma¡n1y be my percept¡on be¡ng of a 1arge1y ext¡nct caડte. ¡ am not ડure what ¡ડ up w¡th y'a11 and hoofbeaડtડ on the who1e honeડt1y
D---> No comment for now, you might figure it out ne%t Sunday.
D---> Well...I am not e%actly sure wither for the most part, it slightly varies from indigo to indigo...but nonetheless it's fascinating to ponder about at least.
D---> My kink is listening to people infodump on things they are passionate about. #nsfw
bad sort or good.
which is. good.
which is. good. pretty much.
theres a phrase. i think it was. your reality determines focus. or somethin.
i think i got it wrong.
D---> I have a feeling I won't be able to sleep tonight, fiddlesticks. #vagueposting
D---> Sigh...what's a troll gotta do to get a troll to call them a good Pont while brushing their hair. #Slightly-suggestive? #not-really
:33 < how 100d
D---> Thinking about highb100ds... #suggestive
=Idk how to r€p|icat€ a b€arb€ast's roar-|ik€ kind of grumb|€
D---> Hmmm well I suppose it would be typed like "rooooaaarrrrr" or something?
:33 < i am purrlanning on a hunt in the morning :33 < mew can help if mew want. but they have weapons and may require a more stealthy appurroach
D---> Nonsense nepeta, no weapon cam be STRONGER then I am, don't be so ridiculous.
:33 < well i think i can handle it eifurr way. :33 < thanks though!!
D---> To be one top of a hunk or to be underneath a hunk...that's the question. #nsfw #pondering
♡⸝⸝ DO BO777H GE777 IN 777HA MIDDLE ⸝⸝♤
if y⚣u find tw⚣ y⚣u w⚣n't have t⚣ decide -3-
It’s amazing 8oth ways. I can highly recommend riding hunky tops #nsfw
D---> Hmmm I see, but what if I want a hunky bottom riding my bulge? #nsfw
DO ITTTT
D---> It's always so nice to talk and interact with fellow indigos.
D---> Ah since I'm noticing a great Flu% of indigos once more, I would like to bring up again the possibilities of all the indigo chittr users to perhaps hold some sort of social gathering. #Indigo #Social-gathrting #party-maybe.
〔•෴•〕 < Hoohoo. I'm just teasing you, kid. I know I look like dirt on a grave! / HYUCK HYUCK!!!!
D---> Oh I see, you got me rather good old timer, but really I do insist on you perhaps joining this e%quisite event, it would be the most advantageous and delightful to have a indigo of many sweeps to share their wisdom and knowledge.
〔•෴•〕 < I certainly don't have any of that! Hoohoo. I'd check with @industrialIncidentalist if you want wisdom from a blueblood, he seems to have it together! / HYUCK HYUCK!!!!
D---> Hmmm,noted I thank you for your time and this rather pleasant interaction pawpaw.
〔•෴•〕 < Anytime, kid. Consider your hair ruffled next time I see you. It's how the kids say #On-Sight / HYUCK HYUCK!!!!
D---> As you could tell from this thread I am hosting a social gathering of sorts for our caste, if you are interested I do suggest taking a gander, I've even elaborate on it a little in this thread.
D---> Shoutout post to all the big STRONG men and enbys out there.
D---> Truly the yaoi is so plentiful today...it's e%quisite and beautiful.
I’m glad I came 8ack