Equius Zahhak
@chironsTruth
Greetings, to all highbloods and lowbloods. My name is equius its so very nice to meet you. They/them please If you ever need to reach out to someone my dms are always open for both INC and OOC.
D---> I sometimes wonder Does anyone else ever have such a...disgusted feeling whenever they seem their own body in the reflection? Or a desire to change to be your true self and not something you were born as? Oh to be free and not to be forced into roles and being seen as masculine. It's hell. #Genderdysphoria #bodydysphoria #Tonight-is-BAD #vent #rant
NOT EVEN IN PRIVATE? I KNOW KANAYA WOULD BE HAPPY TO MAKE YOU A DRESS. SHE MAKES MINE.
D---> Not even in private sadly, perhaps kanaya would be so kind as to make me one.
I KNOW SHE WILL. I KNOW THIS IS POINTLESS TO SAY BUT I HOPE IN SOME CAPACITY SHIT GETS BETTER, EVEN JUST A LITTLE. YOU DESERVE TO LIVE HOW YOU WANT TO.
D---> Thank you, fiddlesticks I need a washcloth to wipe away my tears ugh tonight is not my night karkat.
WE AREN'T CLOSE OR ANYTHING, AND THIS IS ABSOLUTELY NOT A PALE ADVANCE, BUT IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO ABOUT BULLSHIT I'M HERE. DMS ARE OPEN OR WHATEVER.
D---> I wouldn't dare imagine it as such, but are you sure? I don't wish to burden somebody especially someone I hardly am close with.
DO YOU REALLY THINK I WOULD COMMENT SOMETHING IF I WASN'T COMPLETELY FUCKING SURE, ZAHHAK? I'M NOT A COMPLETE MORON. YES, YOU CAN TALK TO ME. IT'S NOT A BURDEN.
IT'S OKAY. JUST.. WHENEVER YOU NEED TO TALK, MESSAGE ME.
D---> Very well, would it be okay if I perhaps messaged you now? I do believe venting would...soothe me a tiny bit.
D---> ChironsTruth is back online! Can't sleep it's so frustrating I am going to rip my horn out at this rate. #violence #self-harm #dehorning
Can I Witness It If You Do? I’ll Bring Some Drinks And Indulge For The Show
Y☽o☾u p☽oo☾r sweet thing, perhaps try a sleep t☽o☾nic? ⋆˚࿔
keep your chin up monarch your crown is falling
D---> Sadly...I don't think I have any sleep tonic, but thank you for your soft words and suggestion, I'll be fine I just gotta deal with it.
If sleep is alluding y☽o☾u, dearest, remember; the mere act ☽o☾f laying y☽o☾urself d☽o☾wn and cl☽o☾sing y☽o☾ur bulbs and resting y☽o☾ur mind and spirit, while n☽o☾t as rejuvenating as sleep itself, are still very g☽oo☾d f☽o☾ar y☽o☾ur pan and will be betta than w☽o☾arrying y☽o☾urself ☽o☾ver lack ☽o☾f sleep ⋆˚࿔
D---> I wouldnt e%actly call it worrie or an%iousness...more so, frustration and aggravation, but alas perhaps your word's hold merit and truth, maybe I could try.
H h h h h h h h .
>> Before the moment paડડeડ on the feed; th¡ડ one ¡ડ more of a ડcenar¡o ¡'m fond of, be¡ng ¡n e¡ther poડ¡t¡on. Partner A'ડ bu1ge ¡n Partner B'ડ mouth, B on the¡r kneeડ wh¡1e they e¡ther ડtroke themડe1f off or uડe a toy, wh¡1e A'ડ bu1ge f¡11ડ the¡r throat. ¡t'ડ ડo ડ¡mp1e but ¡t'ડ a1wayડ a w¡nner. ^ ^ Opt¡ona11y, Partner B cou1d a1ડo have a toy ¡nડ¡de of themડe1f aડ we11 wh¡1e they do th¡ડ. #nડfw #nડfc #k¡nkડ #daડhboardtrendડ
>> Exqu¡ડ¡te and baડed ¡ડ a h¡1ar¡ouડ reડponડe, thank you (Poડ¡t¡ve)
D---> Of course, also I have just realized our profiles are rather...similar it's almost like we are matching in a way.
>> Oh!! Our photoડ?? ¡ડ that your cat? ¡ 1ove catડ <3
>> Nepeta2? :?
>> That'ડ rea11y cute :))