#cw-self-harm
Q123: "moral of the story https://files.catbox.moe/s93xfi.png " (@daquaviousBingleschnort) A123: theyre calling it the biggest gambling loss of current year. im being kicked out of the eldritch casino for this one Q124: "stop being so weak and kill yourself. its pathetic." (@destinedKiller) A124: nah. im gonna keep holding onto hope. aint turning into your sorry ass. im gonna break fate or something. get a different future. cry about it. die mad about it. #cw-suicide #cw-suicide-baiting #cw-self-harm(? does it count as self harm if its my ""future self"" saying this shit to me) Q125: "i ain't got...Read more
honk ( Holy fuck some dude just rushed into Bone Clurch and blasted his shit straight out and got immediately revived Motherfucker that's not how embrace of the Wicked Reaper works you gotta have a proper flavor of this bitch first and then get to the afterlife Yall don't do this shit #cw-self-harm )
do 1t count as self cull1ng 1f 1ts anotha vers1on a me
I know I'm like TOTES girlpop XD but like does anybody know any like make up thingies i could use to hide scars?? #cw-self-harm
fuck i um am i pretty? i just feel so gross n disgustin rn and idk pls #nsfw #cw-self-harm #cw-scars #mental-health
this shit along with the failed suicide attempt (why i was gone for a whole week) paired with the gradual increase of depressive episodes and a feeling of deep loneliness even when talking to and hanging out with people i give a fuck about is really doing number's on me. but i guess thats the point. break the vessel until its suitable enough, right? ...wonder if that implies the demon eye thing is the cause of my mental health issue's recently. it isnt, ive always been this way. but i guess itd be nice to have something to blame.
claws on my eye till i die
(( Another... semi-canon bullshit??? well it's canon, but not yet. https://hive.beebbeebboob.ru/posts/IMG_104N.png #cw-self-harm but no actual doings of it ))
(( RANDOM NON-CANON BULLSHIT GO https://hive.beebbeebboob.ru/posts/IMG_103N.png #nsfw and signs of #cw-self-harm due to char's arc. Overall it's total NSFW with no extreme ))
I was about to make a post about going afk to cull myself but guys. You will not believe what just showed up here.
၄⋆၃ inquiring about forxefully removing the audible halluxinations if this doesnt work im stabbing myself if it does work i wont stab myself FUXK YOU UNIVERSE FUXK YOU ENTITIES BEYOND MY XOMPREHENSION AND AN EVEN BIGGER FUXK YOU TO THE VOIXES #FUXKYOU #xw-self-harm
carts dead, im ending my shit tolight #su8stance #cw-self-harm
▲ever get that urge to cut your own chest open and stop only when you remember pain exists?▼ ▲honestly if i was a robot I would be taking myself apart all the time▼
VvvvvvvvvvvV ^^^^^^^^^^
VvvvvvvvvvvV well now im in a mood. time to cut myself and imagine its someone else gently dragging the blade along my skin while i whimper beneath them ^^^^^^^^^^
Running my hand along the scars on my arms is a great way to feel terrible about myself before the day has started. #cw-self-harm
(( #ableism #a-lot-of-ableism #mental-health-discussion #misogyny #nsfwv #nsfvwe #dubcon #cwv-self-harm #cwv-eating-disorder #abuse #cwv-toxic-relationship )) alright, youvwe all been asking for it, so here it is: mental illnesses listed by fuckability. s tier: antisocial personality disorder - they say dont stick your bulge in crazy. i say im already dead anyvways. nook from a girl vwho hates you and evweryone else is alvways a treat. shes probably into some freak shit too. bipolar: best of both vworlds. if shes manic, shes got energy to burn and is more likely to say yes to things. if shes ...Read more
Part of me wants to bash my head into a wall to get this to stop genuinely. #cw-self-harm
Dave is frustrated with me, given I did this without telling him but still. Then again I did technically kill myself for this. He has a right to be mad that the only person he has to talk to essentially went dormant for a while. Divinity really didn't change much it seems. #cw-suicide #cw-self-harm
၄⋆၃ sleeping feels impossible when i xannot sleep with noise but silenxe turns into inxomprehensible gibberish that may or may not be from the nights of poor sleep my arms are xovered in sxratxh marks and are bright blue i keep axxidentally pulling xhunks of my hair out dot dot dot my bulbs lid wont stop twitxhing and MY FAN IS BROKEN SO I AM FUXKING SWEATING LIKE A SQUEALFIEND #XW-self-harm
Dying, shockingly hurts. A lot. #cw-self-harm #cw-suicide
Wish I picked a sharper blade then again suppose I could have chosen anything else, this just seemed the least messy. Was debating on recording this, though that seems disturbing. Guess I'm just on this incredibly uncomfortable bed until I finally got through with it. I know I'll be back but still, seems a tall order. I don't know why I'm rambling this out to social media like it's my own personal diary, but who truthfully cares. #gore(?) #cw-self-harm #cw-suicide
SNEEZED AND BIT MY TONGUE. I'M CULLING MYSELF. NO I'M NOT. #CW-SELF-HARM #CW-SUICIDE
My evil pervert fantasy involves these following tags, #Violence #DeadDove #Angst #Rope #Cw-self-harm #Substance I'm a rather fucked up indivual.
I'd wear skirts more often and show off my legs but I think their scars look just so garish XO #cw-self-harm
[There was a photo attached. There was two pages that were lit by a dim lamp. The first page was labeled number 437 with a question mark on it. The writing seemed frenzied and was difficult to make out the words as they jumped on the page ] 'I felt blood from above me. That made no sense and when I checked again. There had been none to begin with. One of my traps went off by accident and I had to bandage the wound. It almost made feel alive. I understand that I have been told it is fine to show that I enjoy pain. It is embarrassing to admit the whys. Everything is moving slowly as it does. I fee...Read more
iif ii thiink about alternate tiimeliine2 two much ii 2tart wantiing two braiin my2elf iin a manner beyond comedy becau2e of the uncanny lack of ta2te other iiteratiion2 of what could be con2iidered my2elf (or perhap2 a ghoul weariing my carapace) 2eem two have. liike, ii get the lack of 2elf re2pect, but really, you could do better than that guy. #cw-2elf-harm techniically or whatever.
c< Ha HaHaHa suddeNly, iM iNcredibly depressed! .... i Need 2 be put dOwN, liKe a fucKiNg sicK aNiMal #cw-MeNtal-HealtH #depressiON #KillMe #HOwdOieveNbegiN2tagtHis #prObably #cw-self-HarM 2 >c
alright i'm really doing it this time bye guys #cw-self-harm #suicide ig
၄⋆၃ sudden urge to xut off every person in my life and just RUNNNN i have so muxh energy suddenly doesnt matter that my bones feel like they xould snap at any moment shout pole bexause it wont matter in a few sweeps anywayyyyyyyy ill be better soon point of exxlamation i wont thouughhh id miss my matesprit :))))
၄⋆၃ the urges to redye my hair in the middle of the light and repierxe my ears in my ablutionbloxk with a safety pin while blasting musix i am so fine right now i dont even know what i was talking about earlier shout polee im fine shout pole in faxt i feel great shout pole :DDD #XW-self-harm question mark lol how do i tag thissss question mark
I'M SO F*CKING TEMPTED TO SHAVE DOWN MY FANGS BECAUSE I AM SO F*CKING TIRED OF BITING DOWN AND STABBING INTO MY TONGUE. IT HURTS!! I'M TIRED OF HAVING A NUMB TONGUE!!! #CW-SELF-HARM #UNWILLINGLY
WHEN I'M HAPPY I SAY: HOLY SH*T IT'S A GOOD DAY. WHEN I'M SAD I SAY: THIS TIME I'M REALLY GONNA DO IT. #CW-SELF-HARM.
၄⋆၃ i did not sleep sleep :( and instead read shitty human mpreg yaoi im suxh a fuxking loser bitxh oh my god I NEED TO DIEEEEE SOMEONE XULL MEEEEEE #joke #thisisallajokeyjoke #xw-self-harm question mark i dont fuxking know #MPREG #YAOI
.i woke .up... .uhhh .i feel hungry. .i haven't been .eating .or drinking .in .awhile. .i'm lost like. too tired sorry... .i want to .end this... .i'm starting to hear whispers .in this place. goodlight chittr, .i may go .insane, .i guess #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-heatlh
im krilling myself i miss her BAD
.i .am having .awful, .awful thoughts. .i think, .i .am losing grip .on reality. sorry, but .i'm .out .of supplies .and .i'm bad .at this. .i still don't .understand .on how to make new .items, .at least basics. .i haven't slept that long .amount before, .i guess. but .i don't see .any places .other see. .uhhh... sorry to .everyone. .i'm .useless... seems .i met my .own .ending here. .i... .i don't .even know what to do now. .i had .at least my job .and some tries .in new hobbies. but now .i don't have .anything. shooting .is fun, but my .arm feel sore .on .every shot. people think shooting for prolong t...Read more
D --> I have not engaged with robot brawling for a while now D --> But after tonight, I may need to start the particular hobby again D --> I am in dire need of pain
if i dont get a text back im ending my shit toLIGHT
sorry i haven'♀ been ac♀ive i've been ♀rying no♀ ♀o cull myself
hmmmm relapse or drinkin alone at noon #cw-self-harm #substance
stick myself full .of pushpins .i can feel my .ego deflating .i'm so bad .at first .impressions .i warm .up like leftover cat food .if .i .end .up back .at square .one .i've got .a date with my toaster .in the bathtub .i'm flying way too close to the sun .i burn .up, burn .out .all .at .once #lyricposting #lyricsposting #cw-self-harm
D --> I've thought of being branded by someone D --> Somewhere hidden to most, but always there D --> The body can never forget
#lyrics #lyricposting #cw-self-harm found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful today i fell and felt better just knowing this matters i just feel stronger and sharper -a box full of sharp objects by troll the used
if i spin the chamber and slide the barrel between my lips . . . maintaining eye contact as the trigger is slowly pulled . . . the bang or the gentle click signaling relief after doesn’t matter anymore for the thrill itself is what is full of beauty and inherent eroticism . . . though, a good splatter of my pan over the walls is always a captivating thought mind-blowing perhaps lmfao #rambling #semi-shitpost #hornyposting #cw-self-harm #nsfwe #gore
...I CAN'T BRING MYSELF TO TELL MY BROTHER I RELAPSED.
wish me luck chat
⦓ ... It probably isn't good that some part of me wishes I didn't just... Perfectly heal. Maybe I deserved a mark where they stabbed me. Maybe it'd remind me to be less of a moron in the future. ﴾ #cw-self-harm just in case though I'm not actually harming myself don't worry...﴿ ⦔
i hate knowing im not even a person. created by a bunch of peoples options to be a "vessel" for some evil fucking demon eyeball and then i guess thrown down to earth like 20-something year's ago where i experienced abuse first at the hands of my sister then at the hands of the people i fell in with after running away from home when i was i didnt ask to be created i dont want to be this fucking thing thats only purpose has been to serve host to some shitty fucking eye was me being sent to earth part of it how much did wdg know would happen have i been fucking groomed for this broken so that ill make...Read more