#cw-self-harm
I WꐦNDER WHY MY STꐦMACH HURTS AND THEN I REMEMBER I HAVEN'T EATEN IN THREE DAYS. WHATEVER. #CW-SELF-HARM
.i'm sorry but .i can't help myself. .i have so many thoughts .in my head .and .i hate .all .of them. .i hate them. really, really bad. .i'm just crying because .i can't get .out .of my thinkpan. .i won't tell which .are because they .are that horrific, but .i'm trying to think better .of them. hard. .i'm so tired. .i want to talk .a lot, talk to someone. but .at the same time .i'm scared that .i will say something bad, that .i'll hurt them. .am .i that bad .as .a whole? .or my fate .is set .and .i have to suffer .it? .i .am so, so sorry... .i... .i want .a hug .or someone to cuddle me... .i .am so...Read more
[It's a video upload. Lily is standing facing the camera in front of the absolute disaster that is her office/lab. She's wearing the same uniform from her headshot, and her eyebags are extremely visible.] [She clears her throat.] "My name is Lily Green, I head up the biomancy team here at Clockwork. This is a public demonstration of something I've been working on." "When you think of the natural advantages of god tiers, what's the first thing that comes to mind? Conditional immortality. The fact that they're immune to dying in ways arbitrarily deemed 'narratively unsatisfying.' There's two ways to ...Read more
Anyways who wants to get absolutely wasted with me with no regard for their own mental and physical well-being? #substance #cw-self-harm(?)
~MO~re peO~ple need tO~ be culling themselves tbh and yeah I'm talking ab~Out y~Ou~ ~#cw-suicide-baiting #cw-self-harm~
I NEED T💥H💥 G💥 T💥H💥 THE MEDICULLERRR... BUT I WILL HANG MYSELF IF I G💥 T💥H💥 THE FEFERRRI PEIXES RRREEFST💥H💥RRRATIVE JUSTICE CULLING CENTERRR... #CW-SELF-HARRRM #SUICIDE #MEDCHITTRRR
im hQrrible. i shQuld die. #cw-self-harm
Dꐦ YꐦU THINK IF I CLAW MYSELF ENꐦUGH ILL BE ABLE Tꐦ REACH MY BLꐦꐦDPUSHER AND RIP IT FRꐦM MY CHEST? #CW-SELF-HARM #NQUEMESEETHING
ok lets use our pans here for a minute. if i *ere to kill myself (ne-er going to happen by the *ay), *here *ould that lea-e my staff? all *ithout a job and a purpose. *here *ould that lea-e cheech? shed be back on the streets in no time, suckin seed flaps for fla-or discs and addicted to *hate-er fuckass drug is most popular *ith her kind. staying ali-e and staying around helps her. it helps my ser-ants keep themsel-es busy and too focused on *ork to *orry about reproducin and creatin more scumbloods. it helps gi-e cheech a purpose because lord kno*s she doesnt ha-e -ery much going for her. it gi-es my se...Read more
its messed up picking at scabs is bad for you like what the hell it shouldnt be so satisfying then
𐂂 <( This is crazy!! But... the fee𖢔ing ❆f the sw❆rd b𖢔ade against my st❆mach and thighs ╰૮₍>///<₎ა╯ It's sending chi𖢔𖢔s d❆wn my p❆sture p❆𖢔e... G❆sh, and typing ab❆ut it... ╰૮₍>ꈊ<₎ა╯ Cheese and crackers 𖢔❆𖢔𖢔𖢔 this is... )
{{ Hey. Serious post, I'm really sorry, but I feel like I'm digging myself in a bigger hole when I'm not addressing the problem. My partner texted me about a week ago with an update, which I'm very grateful about, but it's still difficult to make myself enjoy things I want to enjoy, or to even hang out with people before getting overstimulated and have self harm ideations again. It's kind of put me in a situation where I'm talking to about anyone, even if I don't like the person, the attention is comforting. I'm too scared to reach out to people, knowing they're okay with my bullshit, but I d...Read more
▲I dunno what this song is doing to me, could be positive, but im on the roof and the sun is coming up, and its got me thinking bout waiting to feel a sunray again...▼
DARE NUMBER FUCK YOU: you all suck at this. [a video is attached. growling and grumbling, crucible is standing in her garden, wearing a white wig. first she does a handstand with one hand, then lets herself fall to do the worm. her form shifts like dark water to stand back upright, and she breaks her own arm to lick her elbow. the video ends.] #truthordare #bloodbox #cw-self-harm #body-horror?
The two most common problems in this house is Dave becoming immobilized and me having another suicidal episode. Jane's whole growing up in a cult thing I would consider the third most common issue.
▲now even the fucking unfiltered strikes dont hurt enough, this sucks▼
Seadwellers be like/ naur don't krill yourshellf, you're so seaxy for a lowblood// #nsfw #cw-self-harm
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...i think i'll just decapitate myself for a while. maybe do horn tossing
i will nott kill myself killing myself is tthe myself killer killing myself is tthe big deatth tthatt makes a big deatth permanentt ettc ettc #cw-self-harm
clawing at my face. i really gotta stop opening my fat fucking mouth to say the things im thinking.
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mental .and health check. .i'm perfection. #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
qulling myself wQuld be sQ much easier #cw-self-harm
anyway. +his has become no+hing if no+ good prac+ice. [An image! It appears to be the poster's hand, delicately resting on his desk. Decorative, shallow stitchwork marks his skin, patterned like lace embroidery in shades of red. The design is rather geometric, little triangles and fucking //rhombuses// making up a near floral looking spread. From the looks of it, at least two of his fingers are entirely stuck together.]
I wish I could get some concerning thoughts out without worrying my loved ones. IF I taalkk aabout them here, they might reaad it aand aact aaccordingly aand I caannot reaally blaame them... BUt if I just kkeep them in, I might... JUst aact upon them
1f anyth1ng ever happens to jackaldad 1m blow1ng everyth1ng up and then myself
LAST RECHITT. ACTUALLY CULL YOURSELF.
#FREERESPAWNS ARE THE BEST PERK. OR MAYBE THE COMPANY CULTURE. #THEFELT. #WORKPOSTING. #APPLYNOW.
despite #sorrowsaturday... perhaps you should need to stay strong. keep going. .until you feel the pain. like .i do. .until .arms will bleed .endlessly. making body less harder. .as bones .in legs start to crush from pressure. #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
.i .actually won't need to worry .at .all for my life .or .if .i'll be culled. because .i'm .immortal... how do .i die then? this .is .uhhh... sorry... #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
wait... .i'm .immortal. why should .i .even care .if .i'll get hit by .a scuttlebuggy. #cw-self-harm
.i'd hit .a road... with my head... but .i must go. move forward. move .on. never forget. friends .are bad. .uhhh... crap! .i .almost got hit by .a scuttlebuggy. that was .a close .one. silly me. #cw-self-harm
YES. OK. YES. I HAD TO STOP USING RED MASCARA. WHEN I GOT THE NEW SEIZURE EYES. IT LOOKS LIKE PURE SHIT NOW. THIS IS YOUR CHANCE. TO PLAY ACCLAIMED EAST ALTERNIAN SIMULATION GAME. 「FINCESS MAKER 2.」 BY CHOOSING MY FATE. VIA THE POLL BELOW. ♥️ RIP YOUR LASHES OUT. ♦️ CULL YOURSELF IN FRONT OF YOUR COWORKERS. ♣️ NO MASCARA. ♠️ BLACK MASCARA.
.i tried before, to rip those wings yet .again. .it, did turn .ugly. .only for my .emotions. they felt light, they .are quite transparent .and jaded... just like my blood .and my caste... .and yet they're stitched .impossibly hard .into my back. like wires to my nerves. puppeteer .in play that's for sure. .i then cried later. sorry... .i'm so sorry. #cw-self-harm
nibbling .on my .own finger... #cw-self-harm #but-not-too-much-just-.a-bit
for sure, .i'm mentally disabled .one. .one with brain .issues. .i still scratch myself from my .anxiety! cool right? right? no! .it's very not... sorry... .i should stay .at the line. .as .always. be polite .as .always. maybe .i'll my job back .at least, .i guess. .or maybe something .else. #cw-mental-health #cw-self-harm
health state... .or check? .uhhh... nominal. no scratches since yesterday. .except .eyes got burned .a little, but .i see very good. #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
The urge never goes away and it’s bullshit.
.i can't sleep now! why did .i do this? what .is wrong with me? ".ah yes, go .and look .at the sun! what .a great .idea!" fuck! .i'm so stupid. stupid, stupid, dumb, .idiot, buffoon! #cw-self-harm
staring .at the sun... #cw-self-harm
.oh, .in .a little while from now .if .i'm not feeling .any less sour .i promised myself to treat myself .and visit .a nearby tower .and climbing to the top will throw myself .off .in .an .effort to make .it clear to who-.ever what .it's like when you're shattered #lyricposting #lyricsposting #cw-self-harm
i cnt i jst cant kepp doin ths i i hate fellin so scared n knowin i cnt do anythn about it n just i idk wht 2 do i feel leik a horrible prson but im uot of ideas n just laika rember the notes? can u get those? im sry #cw-self-harm #cw-suicide #substance #cw-stalking #vent #cw-mental-health
to paint my new shirt .i had to spill my .own blood. .it got nasty .a little, but .only .a little. .at least .i got my new shirt... .i still don't .understand the meaning behind my sign, but .it's .a sign .i was rewarded with. big letter .u, with tail. my .own sign. #cw-self-harm #gore
health check. sadly, .i scratched my .arms previous night .after my .anxiety .and frustration kicked .in. .i still remember this moment. .i managed to quickly stop .it, disinfect .it .and put bandages .over. .it's still happens despite the help .i got. #cw-self-harm #cw-mental-health
▼in terms of #cw-self-harm, this is probably the least harmful way to do it i guess▲ ▼maybe itll get it out of my system...▲
▲you get a kind of clarity putting out a cigarette on yourself▼ ▲someone else doing it to you makes it hard to stop, but, doing it to yourself you might flinch back, recoil▼ ▲but y'know, in that pain it just, makes things easier, you get to focus in on it real close, leave the sting for a while as you light up the next▼ ▼... might as well go through the rest of the pack tolight▲
i rly want 2 bash my hed into a wall rn #cw-self-harm