Pyvsit Luslie
@dirtyDisappointment
my lusus DDisowneDD me lmao DDms open, ♀hough i'm no♀ sure why you'DD wan♀ ♀o
i ♀hink i'm DDone wi♀h my gian♀ fucking wriggler ♀an♀rum anDD can s♀ar♀ using ♀his si♀e again i'm probably going ♀o be flaky anDD self DDes♀ruc♀ive s♀ill bu♀ when am i no♀
rama's gone anDD i've go♀ ♀he ♀avern ♀o myself i♀'s DDoing baDD ♀hings ♀o my pan i ♀hink
i ♀hink i'm DDone wi♀h my gian♀ fucking wriggler ♀an♀rum anDD can s♀ar♀ using ♀his si♀e again i'm probably going ♀o be flaky anDD self DDes♀ruc♀ive s♀ill bu♀ when am i no♀
c< glad yOure up aNd abOut, Pyvs >c
sorry for locking myself in my respi♀eblock ♀ha♀ ♀ha♀, i♀'ll probably happen again a♀ some poin♀ ♀hank you for bringing me fooDD so of♀en
c< Of cOurse, yOu Need 2 eat 2, aNd, iM gONNa MaKe sure yOu dONt gO HuNgry! besides.... its yOur rOOM, dO wHatever yOu waNt witH it >c
sorry i haven'♀ been ac♀ive i've been ♀rying no♀ ♀o cull myself
<<"you don't need to apologise,, sometimes a break is needed">>
[|87 :: Save your apolog;es. You should never feel gu;lt for pr;or;t;z;n your own surv;val.
i'DD harDDly say i'm priori♀izing my own survival i jus♀ know my moirail woulDD be saDD anDD i DDon'♀ wan♀ ♀ha♀
i wish my pan woulDD s♀op ♀elling me ♀ha♀ ♀he people i care abou♀ ha♀e me
Have some water and take a break, yeah? Our pans are meanest to themselves when they're the most tired.
i've DDone no♀hing bu♀ ♀ake breaks my whole life i guess i can DDrink some wa♀er nex♀ ♀ime i can pull myself off ♀he floor
How often do you go outside? Bask in the moonlight. Run around, climb a tree like you're 6 sweeps old again and your problems aren't real.
c< Pyvs, dO i Need 2 cOMe Over tHere aNd give yOu cuddles? >c
It can be! Lots of things are scary when we aren't used to it, I won't force you to go out on the time or anything. What I will say is! You need to get yourself moving! Even if it's just jumping jacks in your respiteblock. Your body rewards you when you treat it with kindness. And never forget that you are deserving of kindness. Regardless of what your pan is telling you tonight.
c< but yOu wONt be alONe >c
♀urning off my DDms for a couple nigh♀s because my pan is a fucking DDisas♀er ♀ry no♀ ♀o neeDD me for any♀hing if you really really DDo, ♀ell rama i'm sorry
@apa♀he♀icapos♀acy askeDD me ♀o pu♀ up some pos♀ers anDD even ♀hough going ou♀siDDe is scary i s♀ill DDiDD i♀ never le♀ i♀ be saiDD ♀ha♀ i won'♀ DDo wha♀ever a ho♀ woman ♀ells me ♀o
▲thanks Pyv, really▼
♀he in♀ernal DDeba♀e be♀ween waking my moirail up ♀o help me ♀hrough a panic a♀♀ack anDD le♀♀ing her res♀ because moons know she neeDDs ♀he res♀
^^i knoW that feeling ._. ^^ ^^i think if You need help You should ask! a true moirail Will understand.^^
i'm way ♀oo close ♀o ♀rying ♀o finDD someone on ♀he in♀erne♀ who will sell me useDD pan♀ies
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𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘: @dirtydisappointment you're Sat On The Floor Of Gresia's Leisureblock, Like You've Been Told To Do. She's Pacing The Room, Talking On Her Palmhusk With Someone. ♥ Yeah Just Come Over Whenever ♥ ♥ Yeah Yeah, Of Course ♥ ♠ She Literally Listens To Whatever I Say It's So Pathetic ♠ ♥ Yeah, See You Soon Babe ♥ she Puts Her Palmhusk Away And Leans Down In Front Of You, Roughly Grabbing Your Hair To Make You Look Her In The Ganderbulb. You Wince A Little In Pain, But Do As She Wants. ♠ My Matesprit's Coming Over With A Fun Treat For Ya ♠ ♠ How Does That Sound? ♠ ♠ Sounds Fun, Right? ♠ before You Can Respond, She Uses Her Grip On Your Hair To Roughly Force You To Nod. ♠ Yeah That's What I Thought ♠ ♠ Fuckin' ♤wimp♤ ♠ she Throws You Against The Ground And Sits Down On Her Loungeplank. The Loungeplank You've Been Explicitly Forbidden From Sitting On. Because ♠ Losers Like You Belong On The Ground ♠ Or Whatever Gresia Said. ♠ While We Wait, I've Got An Idea ♠ she Points To The Ground In Front Of Her. You Know What To Do When She Does That. You Crawl Over And Place Yourself In Front Of Her. She Does As You've Come To Expect, Resting Her Walkstumps On Your Back And Using You As Stool While She Watches Tv. she Makes You Stay Like This For About An Hour, Which Hurts Like Hell. Occasionally You Let Out A Small Whimper Of Pain, Which Causes Her To Kick You In The Head To Get You To Shut Up. after What Feels Like Forever, A Violetblood Walks Through The Door. you'll Never Learn His Name, And You'll Never Hear Him Speak. but You'll Sure Remember Him For The Rest Of Your Life. #abuse #violence pain 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚗 ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀
//* For her sake, I'll ensure that she can't see this one
Do What You Will
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c< ....i dONt regret wHat i did, NOw, HeariNg tHese tHiNgs.... i sHOuldve dONe it MucH MucH sOONer >c
//* Was it worth hurting her the way you did? Would it have still been worth it had she not forgiven you? //* You don't have to answer, I just wish for you to think about it
i shoulDD really ♀ry anDD figure ou♀ why i like when women are mean ♀o me bu♀ i♀ kinDD of scares me ♀o ♀hink abou♀
figh♀ing ♀he urge ♀o no♀ ea♀ fooDD even ♀hough i'm hungry i almos♀ wish i DDiDDn'♀ unDDers♀anDD my self DDes♀ruc♀ive urges so well, maybe ♀hen i'DD be less inclineDD ♀o lis♀en ♀o ♀hem
c< if yOu waNt, ill feed yOu, Pyvs, yOu KNOw tHat >c
i know, ♀hank you i'll ea♀, i jus♀ neeDD ♀o have a breakDDown abou♀ i♀ because ♀ha♀'s all i fucking DDo apparen♀ly
c< ....ill MaKe yOu sOMe tea, OKay? yOuve beeN tHrOugH a lOt receNtly, just, dO yOur best 2 prOcess it >c
jus♀ leave i♀ ou♀siDDe my DDoor, i wan♀ ♀o be alone righ♀ now ♀hank you
c< itll be tHere wHeN yOu waNt it <> >c
no ma♀♀er how much ♀hey reassure me i DDon'♀ ♀hink i'll ever ♀ruly believe ♀ha♀ i DDeserve my moirail
i wish i coulDD no♀ be so comple♀ely anDD u♀♀erly ♀errifieDD by simple ♀hings
c< Need 2 talK abOut it? >c
i♀'s no♀hing impor♀an♀ i'm jus♀ freaking ou♀ over queuing rankeDD, ♀he ♀hing i DDo li♀erally every single nigh♀ i'll live
c< aH, real as fucK, if yOu waNt Help witH yOur raNKed MatcHes, leMMe KNOw, ill be dOwNstairs >c
le♀ i♀ be known ♀ha♀ even ♀hrough my pale crush DDying, my kismesis ge♀♀ing murDDereDD, anDD my hive burning DDown i never misseDD a single nigh♀ of my gacha nigh♀lies
i DDiDD miss en♀ire nigh♀s of ea♀ing fooDD ♀hough
would you like fish, dear? i have hunted for extra and i do not mind sending it your way.
♀his was a few wipes ago, i'm DDoing be♀♀er now ok maybe "DDoing be♀♀er" is an overs♀a♀emen♀ bu♀ i'm a♀ leas♀ ea♀ing ♀hank you for ♀he offer ♀hough
understood. reach out if you ever need anything. i will set up a fortune poppet for you, hopefully in time things will get better.
c< i respect tHe dedicatiON, its gOOd 2 be cOMMitted >c
i♀ always feels really emp♀y a♀ ♀he ♀avern wi♀hou♀ karama
people shoulDD be more juDDgemen♀al of me i'm a fucking wreck
i shoulDD ge♀ myself some new pailing ♀oys probably my favori♀e vibe (which ♀hey DDon'♀ make anymore) obviously DDiDDn'♀ survive ♀he fire so i guess i neeDD ♀o finDD a new one