♦ pitied by @dirtyDisappointment
c< ....tHis dOesNt cOuNt 2wards tHe cOuNt, by tHe by, because it wasNt subMitted tHrOugH tHe 4M, but #KarAMA #KaraMasAMA sOMeONe wHO waNts 2 stay aNON asKs: wHy dO yOu Hate yOurself? aNswer: ....because i waNNa be better because i see Myself 4 wHat i lacK, NOt wHat i aM i caN see tHat, tHe reasONable part Of My paN sees it but tHe eMOtiONal part.... sees it 2, sees tHe tiMes ive beeN useless, sees tHe tHOusaNds Of dead KaraMas tHat MarcH iN Our fOOtsteps, sees tHe struggle aNd just.... cries abOut it .... aNd wHeN tHOse twO clasH, we get tHat, My self-lOatHiNg.... i Hate Myself, but NO Matter HOw MucH i fail, NO Matter HOw MaNy tiMes i fall ill still try 2 be a better persON, aNd Maybe, ONe NigHt, far iN tHe future, i caN lOOK iN tHe MirrOr, aNd say tHat iM prOud Of tHe persON tHat i see ....tHaNK yOu 4 tHe questiON #cw-MeNtal-HealtH #self-lOatHiNg #idK, #i-dONt-KNOw-HOw-2-tag-tHis-ONe >c
c< because it is #MOirailMONday aNd #MatespritMONday iM gONNa sHOut Out My lOvely partNers, aNd reMiNd yall tHat tHey Have tHe full 4ce Of My blades, revOlvers, aNd OtHer weapONry beHiNd tHeM! sO dONt fucK witH tHeM, Or ill eviscerate yOu! My lOvely LeyNaH <3 @isOlatedWrecKage My darliNg Sara <3 @NeONAllNigHt My dear DyMie <3 @eMpyreaNsApOtHeHOsis My lOvely girlfrieNd Nyrita, wHO dOesNt fall iN2 aNy Of tHe quadraNts but is still ONe Of My partNers @buMMelBOOgie aNd My MOirail, My guidiNg starligHt, Pyvsit @dirtyDisappOiNtMeNt lOve yall! >c
c< Pyvs, yOure My MOirail tHe ONly tiMe i wOuld cONsider yOu My pet is if yOu waNted 2 be My pet >c
c< i lOve My MOirail <> >c
X Pyvvy I enjoy your existence, please never apologize for it x
▲might be a full pack of breakfast cigarettes tonight▼ ▲Wanshi hasn't left her room▼
▲Wanshi's back hive▲ ▲the stupid fucking shit ran off to try and find me and bronya▼ ▼got nabbed by someone trying to get to me▲ ▲but she's ok, unhurt, and the dude who did this is a fucking stain on a concrete floor▼ ▲gonna stay in the caverns for a wipe till shit settles back down▼
c< My MOirail is aMaziNg @dirtyDisappOiNtMeNt <> >c
▲thanks Pyv, really▼
▼fuck, shit I'm awake, I'm back...▲
▼saw a random ass wriggler without a lusus walking around and thought it was her, nearly fucking cried in public▲ ▼would have looked like such a fucking loser▲ ▼maybe i should sleep...▲
[MM] is now Offline my moirail is the best
c< itll be tHere wHeN yOu waNt it <> >c
c< aH, real as fucK, if yOu waNt Help witH yOur raNKed MatcHes, leMMe KNOw, ill be dOwNstairs >c
would you like fish, dear? i have hunted for extra and i do not mind sending it your way.
▲someone I was meeting with called me 'terrible putting cigarettes out on people' cuz 'you dont know how it feels to have it done to you'▼ ▲course I fucking do, you think I picked the habit up from thin air?▼
<<"ooh, cute pic!">>
X *loud incorrect buzzer* you do deserve them x
Larkso, Pascal and (possibly) Florid appear to be missing. Pascal's palmhusk left a cryptic purple audio message with carnival music. They were all hanging out at Larkso's last night.
c< #MyMOirail <> >c
c< i MeaN, tHe desK is tHere 4 a reasON! we caN absOlutely get yOu a prebuilt, Or just MaKe ONe Ourselves! >c
c< bacK frOM My walK, wHicH MeaNs! iMMa say it 4 tHe wOrld! @dirtyDisappOiNtMeNt is My MOirail!!!! i care abOut Her a lOt! aNd iM really Happy tHat i caN be pale witH Her! <>!!!! >c
c< waNNa talK abOut it, Pyv? >c
c< ....ya KNOw.... its Hard 2 walK witH ONly a leg aNd a Half! ....OH, yOu wOuld NOt believe HOw MucH tHis fucKiNg Hurts! >c
c< i wisH yOu felt as lOved as yOu are, Pyvs >c
▲burnt my finger▼
c< i caNt.... i Need a breaK, tHis sHit is 2 MucH, iM gONNa gO 4 a walK >c
c< i caN give sOMe recOMMeNdatiONs, if yOud liKe! >c
c< i dO! yOure very picK-upable at tHat HeigHt! >c
Why am i like this like genuinely what is wr0ng with me
▲jegus fuck pyv▼
༻𐫱༺ Dear, I'm proud of anyone for mosst t𝒽ingss 🌻 ༻𐫱༺
Cheers.
(( The funniest thing to me about playing Daraya is that me as mun cannot smoke cuz I got compromised lungs, but now have a fetish for it, sigh. #nsfw #substance #ooc
X Wake up drank #substance x
(•́⍜•̀)🎪 YURRRRR. FUCK YEAH. :o)
THE FORMER OPTION.
I'm making weed brownies right now I'm eyeballing the doses of weed though and I think I put a bit too much in them #substances
▲i can't remember the last time i smoked weed I've been selling it for too long▼ ▲Like a perigree but still that's not a short time▼ #substance
Good morning I hate myself. Apologies I meant just morning.
c< rest well, OKay? iM always rigHt Here if yOu Need Me >c
X Girl with all due respect, are you okay? x
<<"i'm here if you need me, okay?">>
▲if i could pity this fucking chit any harder i would▼
c< iNcOMiNg sap, dONt read if yOu dONt liKe sap i wOuld dO terrible tHiNgs 4 a lOt Of yOu, but I wOuld dO aNytHiNg 2 prOtect all Of yOu. HOrrible tHiNgs, 2 be HONest as lONg it MeaNt yOu all were safe, id dO it 4 ya, yOu get tHat? tHis ONe gOes Out 2 a lOt Of peOple, sO, lets get started, iM gONNa Hide tHe piNgs tHOugH, sO tHis Message dOesNt blOcK Out tHe suN sOrry 4 tHe piNgs, iN advaNce >c
(So u-uhm how d-does everyone e-else deal w-with the c-crying whenever t-they pail i-i dunno p-people don't r-really seem t-to talk a-about the f-fact that y-you cry w-when you p-pail) ( #nsfw)
nOOKk hrts. gOIbg tO slEEp. #nsfw #OwbUtInAgOOdwAy
c< OKay, girl, we gOtta cuddle, Or sOMetHiN, cause yOu Need tHeM, HONestly >c
c< aNy-fucKiNg-way iM sO fucKiNg tired Of wHat? a lOt Of stuff, 2 be HONest, but, iM Here 4 everyONe, NO Matter wHat, tHats My jOb >c
sa♏︎e... if ♉︎nly i ♓︎ad a decent pair ♏︎yself...
⬭ oh bucket season soon it might be over for me. ⬭