c< ....tHis dOesNt cOuNt 2wards tHe cOuNt, by tHe by, because it wasNt subMitted tHrOugH tHe 4M, but #KarAMA #KaraMasAMA sOMeONe wHO waNts 2 stay aNON asKs: wHy dO yOu Hate yOurself? aNswer: ....because i waNNa be better because i see Myself 4 wHat i lacK, NOt wHat i aM i caN see tHat, tHe reasONable part Of My paN sees it but tHe eMOtiONal part.... sees it 2, sees tHe tiMes ive beeN useless, sees tHe tHOusaNds Of dead KaraMas tHat MarcH iN Our fOOtsteps, sees tHe struggle aNd just.... cries abOut it .... aNd wHeN tHOse twO clasH, we get tHat, My self-lOatHiNg.... i Hate Myself, but NO Matter HOw MucH i fail, NO Matter HOw MaNy tiMes i fall ill still try 2 be a better persON, aNd Maybe, ONe NigHt, far iN tHe future, i caN lOOK iN tHe MirrOr, aNd say tHat iM prOud Of tHe persON tHat i see ....tHaNK yOu 4 tHe questiON #cw-MeNtal-HealtH #self-lOatHiNg #idK, #i-dONt-KNOw-HOw-2-tag-tHis-ONe >c
the thing about the doomed karamas is that the7're not 7ou. the7 broke and that's what doomed the timeline. that's what made the timeline /wrong/, be(ause the7're not 7ou. 7ou're not them. it's eas7 to see how 7ou (ould have been them, how eas7 it would have been to be(ome them, i'm sure. but 7ou didn't
c< ....i KNOw iM NOt tHeM, liKe i said, reasONable verse My eMOtiONal.... but i KNOw HOw i wOrK, yOu speNd a sweep witH ONly yOurself 2 talK 2 aNd yOud learN pleNty abOut yOurself 2.... well, yOu MigHt NOt, giveN yOure yOu, but, 4 MOst peOple ....besides tHat, i Never said dOOMed, i said dead, i guess tHat fits yOur aspect iN yOur readiNg Of tHat, but.... eveN still, saMe tHiNg, iN cONcept, i guess.... Of cOurse, iM very deliberately usiNg My reasONable paN Here wHeN i say, wereNt yOu suppOsed 2 be gettiNg sOMe sleep, MadaM? >c
well! i'm supporting 7our logi(al mind and telling 7ou 7our emotional part is wrong, then! also shhhh i (ouldn't sleep so i'm s(rolling (hittr a little more
c< ....My eMOtiONal part is wrONg, yeaH, but is still successful at MaKiNg Me feel liKe iM aN awful terrible persON, eveN tHOugH reasONably i KNOw i sHOuldNt feel tHat way, i still dO tl;dr My eMOtiONal side Needs 2 be sHOt Or sOMetHiN, i dONt KNOw #viOleNce Or wHatever alsO.... fair, uNderstaNdable, i dO tHat 2 >c
well, hopefull7 m7 keeping on sa7ing how great 7ou are helps quiet it a little more! oka7 a(tuall7 m7 fo(us is shot to hell i think i'm tireder than i thought. mwah goodlight
c< MwaH, gOOdligHt, MadaM, rest well >c